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Hi everyone,

Since the start of the year I’ve been dealing with employment problems, got on unemployment which recently ended, and my jobs been late mailing checks instead of using direct deposit.

Currently overdrawn $200 because of course my financial institution thinks its helping by covering payments instead of flat out denying them.

If you can I’ll answer DMs on how to help

Thanks

Someone out there believes in you!

if EVER there was time for this emote....

Mood

There’s really nothing like the feeling that something that brought so much joy into your life will no be able to do so, and a relationship you cherished cannot go further.

I’ve been kicking rocks and getting called on my shit by good friends, but I’m staring inevitably right in the face—i cannot salvage my failed relationship as I am, and i probably will never be able to even as I get better.

My job situation has been terrible over the last year and it set on a panic in me that i let go for too long. It instilled a doubt in my partner of the future we were trying to get to together, and after talking to them, i had to hear there was a relief to get away from me, to put me behind.

And they’re right, i was backsliding even before then, even before we met, and i deserve to do more for myself. I definitely feel like i hit that rock bottom. I am still in the pain of impact tho, but now i’m filled with a grief about how beautiful it was to love someone. I dont want to give up, but i have to refocus.

I am someone capable of loving someone with my whole heart still, and I wont lose that. And I’ll keep a flame lit, i cant stop loving that easily or i have to wonder had i ever loved that way at all.

"Urara will always try until the end"

I've been moving out and some bills had the misfortune of coming due at the same time.

If anyone can help cover the fee of $30 while I try and get more money from elsewhere to prevent ANOTHER fee that would be very helpful.

You can DM me for details, I'll likely get to you in the morning.

And I will refuse to learn to code

Shit sucks. But i’ll be able to pay March rent with a little help, April will be a different struggle.

pm me for details to where to donate, it’ll help a lot