Hi everybody! My schedule has been really unforgiving, so I may or may not end up writing something and making changes to the post later in the week.
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tw; all sorts of things from medical, to sex codes in rural areas, and dysphoria really acting up
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So my dysphoria is so bad lately I got second hand chest dysphoria from the pecs of six-fingered AI generated muscle builders. Why, wtf is wrong with me, those are pecs not tiddies. I'd whine to my therapist but I'm having insurance issues, so I'll whine to strangers on the internet.Also I found out that dude hollering at other dudes does that for a living, saw him trying to drum up business outside a local store. I just never expected that level of solicitation in this rural area since out here they still do the foot work bathroom sex code deal, and these aren't old dudes these are like college aged.
Anyway, that was just dysphoria being trigger hair, good to know, sort of foreshadowed the grade it's at now. It really doesn't help I'm off that med now and my monthly is like pre-T grade PCOS heavy where nothing stops the flow and I'm afraid to use cups after I got it stuck in sideways and I couldn't break the seal for what seemed like forever. I'll feel a lot better once its over I hope.
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That sounds really shitty, hopefully you can get your meds all sortedI have no idea what's going on with the economy for yanks cause that shit sounds like a weird way to make cash wtf
Economy here has always been bad, so I'm not surprised. A coworker of mine said something along the lines of every and all businesses that come here will eventually close since poverty is so deeply entrenched, it's created a positive feedback loop. Doesn't matter if its some dude contracting under the table or big chain stores, nothing can survive.
I stockpiled meds forseeing this, just having issues contacting my therapist (been trying for 3 days) and some of my docs to update insurance. Only med I wasn't able to stockpile is rather cheap even with 0 insurance, so I'm not too worried.