Hiiii!
Today: a short yap about computer hardware:
Damn I love the AM4 socket its so upgradable yay, bought a Ryzen 9 5900X for our old desktop soon to be homelab and so excited for it.
Computers are fun! ~~(and expensive)~~
Join our public Matrix server!
https://matrix.to//#/#tracha-space:transfem.dev
https://rentry.co/tracha#tracha-rooms
As a reminder, please do not discuss current struggle sessions in the mega. We want this to be a little oasis for all of us and the best way to do that is not to feed into existing conflict on the site.
Also, be sure to properly give content warnings and put sensitive subjects behind proper spoiler tags. It's for the mental health of not just your comrades, but yourself as well.
Here is a screenshot of where to find the spoiler button.
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negativity, dysphoria, transphobia
I hate feeling dysphoric. I hate how empty and flat my chest feels. I hate my genitals. I hate my voice. I hate all of the disgusting hair that covers my face and body. I hate crying and wanting to die every time I shower.I hate cis people feeling entitled to have a say in our issues. In our care. The vast majority want to force us through the wrong puberty. Wouldn't be caught dead dating us. They see us as freaks and I hate it. They value cis comfort over any number of us.
I hate knowing my family will never see me as a woman.
I hate knowing I have to transition. To subject myself to so many forms of transphobia and misogyny. I don't want that. But I can't stand living as a man.
My life has been ruined. I don't know why I continue.