damn I wish I still had passion for things
I can't focus on anything for longer than like 30 min to an hour max, I just lose interest
damn I wish I still had passion for things
I can't focus on anything for longer than like 30 min to an hour max, I just lose interest
King Glizzard
spoiler
Honestly one of the biggest motivators for me to not kill myself is knowing that if I die now I'll be buried while still having a dick, I can't let that happen
We've got to keep pushing on
dysphoria posting
god I can't wait until I don't feel visceral hatred of my body, face, voice, mannerisms, and general appearance
Surely that has to happen eventually, right? Right? Right???
"Why are you applying for position at company?"
because I need money
"What makes you the ideal candidate for position?"
I'm the ideal candidate because I really need money
"Please retype the entirety of your resume because fuck you"
My name is Skyler White, yo!
I barely have the mental energy to keep myself alive, I couldn't care for another creature
plus I'm flat broke and couldn't afford and the vet visits, shots, spay/neutering, food, etc...
So? That doesn't even come close to making up for all of the horrible shit done in the name of Christianity
It doesn't really get that many posts, like only a couple per month
There was a general megathread posted there two weeks ago though
I've been on antidepressants, including SSRIs, before and they just never really seemed to do anything for me, the only thing they did do was give me horrible withdraw symptoms after I stopped taking them
You know that pins-and-needles feeling when a limb is asleep? When I got off lexapro I would get that feeling all over my body for about 2-3 seconds every like 15 seconds, it was awful
Honestly it's kind of surprising to me that we have a Christianity comm on this site. Like it's a irredeemable religion full of so much heinous shit anyone who calls themself a leftist should be opposed to it
There is such a horrible cycle in life where if you sad, or weird, or depressed, or anything else of that ilk, than (most) people do not wish to be around you, and the fewer people around you the more sad, depressed, alone, or weird you get
it's a cycle I've been trapped in my whole fucking life