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That’s true, I do say/think a lot of shit about myself that I’d never would about other trans people. I think telling myself I’m pretty would make me feel worse because I really do not believe that and I hate lying to myself

That makes sense. I mean if I had money for electrolysis, SRS, FFS, and so on I’d have a lot less to complain about

Laying in bed and listening to a bit of music before sleeping. I was listening to The Shags Philosophy of the World and the song Parents hit me like a truck. Being forced to make music by your shitty parents then having to write a song about how great parents are is just so sad. Having to pretend to love your parents out of safety is a very particular and horrible feeling

I don't care about being beautiful (okay maybe a little bit but not much) I care about looking like a woman. If I could look in the mirror and see a woman I'd be happy even if I was conventionally unattractive

Some people seem so fucking happy to be trans and others seem miserable, I’m in the miserable camp but I want to be happy. Happy trans people, what’s your secret?? I want in, let me in

I’ve been on e for almost 3 years and my ass is only okay, 7.125/10 I’d say

Do you all ever just remember a specific user from here and then get sad that they don't post anymore?

I hope you're doing well Kittybobo

hell even like $100 would let me go buy groceries

if someone doesn't give me a fucking job in the next like 30 days i'm going to throw up

if someone just gave me like, $3000, then most of my problems would be fixed

I may be forever flat chested but there is always the hope that I can get a fat ass

Not like I will ever exercise to do so, but I can pretend and imagine

I've found that ""normal"" people tend to not even want to think about weird or unusual people, so shit like this is rarely talked about