Id really like to start taking voice training seriously but i find it so hard to do it consistently like so much in my life (thanks adhd). Ive been thinking a lot about what sort of voice i want too but im not sure how to achieve it really. Getting gendered correctly when i tried to use a higher, friendlier and more traditionally feminine voice but its not what i really want really? I think i want something like a cross between the two voice actors for V from cyberpunk. Mostly staying at my current register or even a little deeper maybe with some of the growl from the male VA but with like a distinctly feminine sound but still reaaaally fuckin cool like the female VA. Is such a thing even possible?? Am i poser for wanting to sound like a videogame character?? How would i even achieve this
unrelated realizations i had ab some of my seggsual preferences nsfw read at your peril
Because of a meme video i somehow stumbled into the world of asmr rp I knew i leaned towards the submissive somewhat but uhhhhh holy shit? Turns out under the right circumstances i can literally have a super intense full body orgasm without doing literally anything if someone with the right voice says the right words And i dont feel icky at all like when i masturbate, its a completely different feeling that has absolutely nothing to do with genital stimulation. Its more like my soul is rejoicing and my body is expressing it??? I dont know what to do with this information yet but it does make me a little sad There are so many things that i wish i had known about myself earlier and this is definitely one of them. Im such a broken person at this point and i cant change the past but i... cant help but feel some sorrow for my younger self