Got around to watching I Saw the TV Glow on Saturday night.

I loved the movie, but like it wasn't as emotionally devastating as I'd hoped it would be. Maybe I'm just busted? Idk like I definitely connected with the film on a lot of its parts/aspects. There were even certain parts of the film where I already knew what the main character was going to say before it was said.

Idk maybe I'm more emotionally locked up than I thought or maybe my expectations were too high or maybe I was just too ready to be analytical instead of just taking the movie as it comes.

I'll re-watch it again, probably soon. I'll definitely remember it as one of my favorite movies, I identify far too personally with the text for it to not be; I just wanted to share the connection with it that many trans people are saying they felt with it, and I'm a little disheartened that I feel like I didn't connect in the same way that some people did.

I posted the other day about presenting femme in public, forgetting, and then catching myself in the mirror for a great surprise.

Well, the opposite just happened. I hade to take off my nail polish, and I looked down at my feet just now, and I'm like, "whose fucking feet are those!?"

The fact that literally all the major boss fights have an npc summon and multiple questlines relies on you summoning npc clearly shows that Fromsoft wants you to summon.

finally got around to having blood work done again to check my levels, I feel like they're pretty low for my last dose to be 1 week ago.

Anyway I asked my endo to (officially) up my dosage frequency from once every two weeks to at least once a week, and I also asked him if we could up my dose (4mg).

He agreed to increase my frequency but not my dose.

I didn't tell him i'd already switched to once a week but now I'm trying to convince him to up my dose as well, hopefully he agrees otherwise I'm going to have to awkwardly tell him I'd been doing once a week doses for the last 1.5 months.

edit: nevermind he responded quickly basically saying not for 3-4 weeks at least, and if my levels don't improve i'll have to go in to get shots instead of doing it at home (which i hate because I have to make time away from work).

Just finished my second individual session 0 with my group for Pathfinder. So far, two successes out of two sessions. Getting pretty big compliments from the two people I've run for thus far and it feels awesome. They're having fun and I hope that session 1 goes just as great for everyone. And I must say, I'm having a great time thus far DMing. It's fantastic.

Another breakthrough, folks. We can't stop winning

Dare we tempt the gods...?

Is 800 a fated occurrence?

Looks like my husband might tell his best friend and best friends wife about me next weekend. We will be seeing them for the holiday and he really wants to tell his friend. I'm ok with it I just hope it goes well. His wife is low-key one of the biggest sources of gender envy for me. I really hope we can still be friends. I doubt it'll be a problem but you know anxiety and all.

We're approaching 300 comments on Wednesday. They only perceived a fraction of our power before. Now they are coming to realize how POWERFUL we truly are!

I keep going to the home page thinking the trans mega is still pinned but it's not.

I like how many mods this comm has

I bought some hair removal creme("andmetics" brand, just bought the first one I could find) and tried it, and the result was that there is no result. Details:

I will research what is an actually good brand and try again. And what the conditions on it not working are.

As an NB I feel happy with how I look without hormones and I think I’d feel happy (er?) on hormones, but idk. I’m on blockers atm.

Scratch that. I was not particularly happy pre-blockers (I was happy with how I looked tho), but I’m not sure if I’m happier now bc of blockers or actual self improvement. Can I get a control for my experiment called life?

Wanna see me do 175 ~~km~~post/h? [insert missing emoji here]

>try chilling with a comfy book in pride month

>>>protag has queerphobic parents who get large amounts of screentime

Okay look, right, here's a hot new rule I want all writers, directors, gamedevs, and more to follow. If you make things, this is your new directive: If you are going to put queerphobic parents in your story, they must die violently on-screen. Comfy reading.

What I realised watching the new Pyramid Inu video is that even if I wasn't raised to be a filthy otaku, I'm probably incapable of escaping being a massive fuckin weeb. It just seems to be a thing, stuck with this intense love-hate with anime & manga.

Good thing I have apocalyptically bad taste

I got a sleeping cap for my hair from my possibly-transphobic-flatmate (at this point I assume that she just does not think, like at all. She just doesn't get things), but I always wake up having rubbed it off during the night. Maybe I should sew on a chin strap.

i've seen many big tiddies before, but i never knew what they looked like POV. fucking hell

We are just 100 away from closing pride month out with 666

Since I don't want to end up in an actually dangerous situation, I tell all the possible appartments(with flatmates) that I am trans in the first message. I do however get like a 5th of the invitations to physical meetings that I got before. (or less, I wrote 7 applications and got invited to one place, and there the vibes were very off)

A small 1 room place might be smarter for now, till I am more established and know people again.

Appartment hunting clearly doesn't work the same for me anymore. I used to work as a cleaner and in a kitchen, so I could sell myself as a flatmate very consitently.

Fuck my Landlord for evicting everyone, so his nephew can move in.