I cant remember how it even came up, and it doesn't fucking matter, but I told my partner about some shit i went through a while back and she said "yeah dude you gotremovedd."

I knew that what happened was definitely SA, but I dunno. Hearing it put that bluntly from someone who knows me and someone that I love just kinda hits different. They have gone through much worse things than I, so like...I dont even fucking know what to say here.

I've emailed my therapist but its like 10pm here, so just kinda word vomiting. I feel like I need to talk about what happene, I feel like maybe I should be angry, I feel like I should be spewing details. But this was a long time ago. I went along with it. The worst fucking thing is that like a month before I met my partner, I went crawling back to this person for sex. I'm not like....crying or angry right now, but I feel like I need to just fuckin spew out words about it.

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He didnt need to go as far as the bathtub scene, but fuck them rich fucks, I'm glad he stole their house and did a bunch of coke. Good for him. Get it.

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Probably asked in the wrong comm, and what i mean by such few positive replies is that hardly anyone responded, but there did seem like there was some interest.

Maybe a smart recovery type thing? Once a week, we all hop on a call or some shit and just check in with each other? I dunno. Ive been going to smart meetings and like them a lot more than NA.

Id be happy to take up the organizing aspect of it, but yeah, I dunno. Just floating this.

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