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Yeah I realize that was shitty and not how dysphoria works. I’m sorry
Congratulations!
Holy shit no way
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I feel you, I also have issues with surgery unrelated to transness so it’s a major mental roadblock.
nothing ruins the way I feel in them like having a bulge, or feeling any of that stuff in contact with them
Real as hell! I’m learning I fucking HATE this now that im actually paying attention to how i feel
Hell yeah brother
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Ok so I’m not coming up with this out of nowhere? I feel a bit off balance, I think I was coping with dysphoria by feigning apathy about everything masculine, but it turns out there’s some things I really like and some I really don’t and it’s rocking my world a bit
tuckin
Ok I get tucking now. Even my faux tight panties tuck is doing the work and I can’t describe the feeling of not having my shit pressing against fucking EVERYTHING. Yes it’s a bit uncomfortable but I just keep checking to see if it’s real, it’s really goddamn nice to not feel so Male. Another point on the side of bottom surgery, I could get used to this
The hoodie of protection is so real. During the winter it was perfect, I could get away with long sleeve flannels that covered my chest during the in between, but now that it’s hot I’m running out of options. Might come out at work just so I can stop being paranoid about this shit.
I realize work is basically the last place I’m not out so that would mean full time girl. Exciting but nerve wracking
Yeah I thought I had my shit figured out 2 months ago and then the years of needing meds caught up to me. This is a lot more manageable than society tho
I want to vomit
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SickSemper
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Still wasn’t a good way to phrase it and I know it’s impossible to logic one’s way out of dysphoria. You’re not a fucking idiot fwiw, you just got dealt an extremely shitty hand of cards and are dealing with it the best you can in the moment. Everyone here is rooting for you