LocalOaf
joined 4 months ago
Does the music com not allow non-English posts?? I tried posting something that had Finnish lyrics and it kept saying "language not allowed." Am I doing something wrong? The language options when you go to make a post only has "English" and "Undetermined."
How do you think 
got out of Leavenworth?
It wasn't because of 
appreciate it
had a funny dream that kinda cheered me up last night
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I'm a kid on my baseball team, flew out to the warning track to end the inning batting, have to put away my bat and helmet/batting gloves and get my fielding glove and am kinda late to go out to left field to warm up
Center fielder is being a dumbass and doesn't know if he's supposed to play catch with me or the RF and gets confused
My dad is by the dugout over at third, I'm supposed to throw to him and CF is supposed to throw to RF
"this is why you're not the starting pitcher, you're slow and lazy! you killed the rally last inning too! keep your eye on the ball!"
dad turns around to complain about me to the coach
take the ball and crow hop and fuckin' chuck a bullet right at him as he's facing towards the dugout
Drills him right in the back of the head with like a 90mph throw
Makes the cartoon coconut thunk sound effect and drops his ass like a sack of potatoes
"keep your eye on the ball dad!" 
Woke up grinning
I hate her so fucking much but basically being like "sorry I was too nice and good at Getting Stuff Done for your stinky old loser club, buh-byeee" as a resignation kinda rocks
hope she gets bitten by a venomous snake doing a marathon or something though
oh shit oh fuck
castle doctrine applies to crawlspaces, right?
fetch me my varmint gun
Gonna order the hat I've had on my wishlist for awhile today 
Might put together that gift for the friend I ghosted and write a nice letter and send that
Want to try going for a walk, I was trying to at least get a couple miles in each day but I've been kinda sick and haven't gone the last couple days
Should tidy up my bedroom but idk if I feel up to it, it's always really mentally draining for me and I'm still kinda under the weather
trans femmes can BLJ irl
from what I can recall, like two weeks to a month is when I really grasped "hey, I feel different in a cool new/weird way"
Crawlspace rat scratching loudly at the underside of the bathtub
Sick, who needs sleep anyway
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Was the writing on the wall for her polling wise, or was blocking anything good from ever happening in the senate eating too much into her wine time or whatever?
Cool fan made remake project of Lego Racers in development. Some of the physics on the boosts and turning look kinda janky and stiff, but the dev said they'd work in it and it's still a one person work in progress and looks really cool to me, I loved that game as a kid and always thought it and Diddy Kong Racing were underrated and way more fun than MK64. Customizing your own minifig and kart and winning new building blocks was so cool, and the item system with upgrades and having specific items other than boosts factor into the design of the track's shortcuts was awesome. Soundtrack was full of cute goofy shit that I loved too.
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Feeling some kind of way imagining what it'd be like to have LGBTQIA parent(s) growing up
(hexbear.net)
I don't really know why, but this evening while being frustrated at a parent for them being extremely difficult as they rapidly age, I got really emotional thinking about the therapy thing where you identify and acknowledge your own irrational counterproductive feelings while thinking of how your upbringing conditioned you into having them, and then doing an imaginary dialogue with your child self and telling them how those negative thoughts and shit aren't really their fault and you love and accept them for who they are and so on and so on 
That got me really fucked up for awhile about how a lot of my mental health issues are downstream from that kind of weird unspoken structure of cis/het normative parenting where your lib normie parents might be supportive of LGBTQIA rights in the abstract and are on fairly good terms with their lesbian sister, but it's like they both knew you seemed kinda z e s t y since you were a toddler, and you always felt pressured to "be normal" growing up and how that repressed and fucked you up into your late teens.
I got really emotional imagining what it'd be like growing up in a culture where queerness was completely destigmatized, or having parent(s) who were LGBTQIA and never made you feel like you ever had to repress parts of your identity to just "be normal," and now I'm just feeling shitty imagining better timelines and better versions of myself with way fewer psychological hangups and way more happiness.
Sorry for the sad post blog shit, I just kinda felt like I had to scream into the void somewhere
Mr. Tides of History talkin' Roman shit about the weird US right Caesarboo tendency while Milo does lad Roman bits and November lands some great quips, we love it!
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sorry idk how to get the yewtube link to work but I removed the tracking ?si=whatever part of the URL
also don't know why the link description that shows up is about French music or something, I am but a humble technologically challenged oaf
Hi everybody! I've been lurking all the way back since the Chapo subreddit and never made an account there or here. I don't know why not or what changed in my weird brain to make me decide to finally do it last night, but I did and then the site almost immediately went down lmao, so sorry about that.
(Btw, does anyone know how to clear the second set of pronouns on your profile? I don't know how to deselect it. Not that I don't consider myself a comrade, it just looks a little redundant having double thems there.)
Update: ordering the hat was a huge ordeal for one purchase but I did it because I'm stubborn and wanted it bad enough
Fuck the internet and everything needing like 3 layers of codes and confirmation and backup accounts
I jumped through like two hours of bullshit hoops for one goddamn item