Bolshechick

God I love drugs. Thanks for helping me love myself again Ketamine 💕

I know I'm pretty late on this one, but fuck it

How about trans day of invisibility, where no one can see me and I can commit all the crime I want to

Wait till you get to the point where even the that of a negative consequence isn't enough to get you to do anything and you just sit there for hours desperately wanting to do something that is actually not that hard and totally within your reach but your brain doesn't let you do it so you just sit there getting increasingly frustrated and then cry and cry and then pretend you never wanted to do that thing any way because that's the only way you can go on living

Cried myself to sleep last night, woke up, took meds, ate breakfast, cried myself to sleep on the couch.

Doing pretty great here

I think you're probably right

Exactly

I got banned from grindr 2 days after installing it and idk why. Pics weren't spicy. I talked with 2 people, like pg conversations. What gives? App is kinda awful anyway, like just the way it works is worse than all the other apps even.

I don't think this is the only reason, but I think a lot of people are just obsessed with forcing people into behaving like them, because then if everyone is doing that, if it's "normal", then they feel good and proper and normal for doing it.

They want you to drink (the normal amount), dress normal, mow your lawn, watch sports, be cishet, and a million other things. And like, obviously some of those things are okay to do if you want to (like I drink, I think it's fine to enjoy sports, etc.), but all the social pressure giving sucks.

Why oh why did God curse me with being a goddamn cishet dude

Me, just a few months before coming out as trans

You say that like it's a bad thing

No