[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 1 points 2 hours ago* (last edited 2 hours ago)

It's ok like half the techs I've worked with have bachelor's in Psych and still barely know what schizophrenia is. The academic degree apparently translates very poorly to clinical work. I've got a fucking associates but apparently nursing school is just way more rigorous for less years.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 1 points 8 hours ago

Patients say the government, their ex, etc are "stealing their thoughts." Idk if it's a disorganized way of saying they're reading their thoughts. I do know thought blocking is a thing so maybe they're attributing that to the process of having their mind read? Idk but thought withdrawal is a common enough delusion that it's an option on some assessment forms. Idk either man the mere concept of the sensation is almost entirely alien to me as well.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 5 points 23 hours ago

well the interesting thing is that it actually CAN happen, it's just extremely rare and is almost always related to prejudice in some way (somebody non-white or a gay couple move to a conservative rural community) or domestic violence on the part of someone powerful enough to have lackeys (or peers, like a cop and their coworkers). The church of scientology has also been known to use gangstalking against people who speak out. But no the goverment isn't stalking random people because they're telepathic (my brother-in-law's delusion).

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 4 points 1 day ago

Connections Puzzle #1124

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spoilerwould never have guessed the make I just knew they were all cars.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 4 points 1 day ago

As a psych nurse stealing thoughts is a symptom I've always struggled to comprehend. It happens at the right frequency that I'm sure it's real (often enough in different people, but not often enough that they would have met to copy each other). But it's also such a bizarre concept that I can't imagine perceiving it happen. I can picture being so scared you think you're being watched all the time and plotted against, and I can imagine seeing, hearing, or even feeling and smelling things that aren't there. But thought stealing has to be a completely surreal sensation that I am entirely unfamiliar with.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 8 points 2 days ago

Connections Puzzle #1123

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When I get the rainbow herring I feel like I got a secret fifth category.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 11 points 2 days ago

And they email you every time one of the people in the delivery chain sneezes and there's no way to stop them from doing that without disabling the notifications entirely like jfc just tell me when it gets here!

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 11 points 2 days ago

Oooh yeah I have the opposite problem yeah. My EMDR therapist says I need a happy memory before we can proceed and it's the hardest part so far.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 12 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

No that's a geometric shape, this is a roomie.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 8 points 3 days ago

Nah I was raised female and legit had friends like this some women (as with men) just never grow up. On a very tangentially related note I've been reflecting recently on the very primal attractiveness of a man who is visibly strong and horny enough to fuck me up but who is also visibly restraining themselves. The testosterone + self control combo is just an immediate vagina geyser.

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 17 points 4 days ago

how about a hitachi and a speedball

[-] Apytele@sh.itjust.works 10 points 4 days ago

it turns out 90% of magic is just creatively hiding your work through misdirection or extensive prepwork and the other 10% is straight luck.

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submitted 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) by Apytele@sh.itjust.works to c/cats@sh.itjust.works
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I just think it's neat (thelemmy.club)

Stay tuned for more spirituality, but weird.

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submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by Apytele@sh.itjust.works to c/gnostic@sh.itjust.works

OP

Reminiscent / a version of Yaldabaoth / Chnoubis "The Demiurge"

  • Snake with the head of a lion
  • usually a negative / evil figure. Occasionally invoked / inscribed positively / for protection
  • said to be born of the concept of wisdom (Sophia) who attempted to create something without the other half of her syzygy. On it's creation yaltabaoth was expelled from heaven (The Pleroma or "fullness") into the material world (The Kenoma or "emptiness"). It dragged Sophia into the material world with it and shattered her into a multitude of fragments. It then created the earth and imprisoned those fragments of Sophia in the Kenoma as humans, doomed to reincarnate into the material world until they achieve gnosis and are able to ascend back into The Pleroma.

Note: Also reminiscent of another thing.

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Favorite Material? (sh.itjust.works)

for anything, anything at all. May help to provide your specific craft for reference.

I'm just very partial to a good twill. Soft. Drapes beautifully. Timelessly classy. Just blew my nose on a scrap from an old garment that made it into the recycled rag pile and it was just so soft on my nose. Twills are just the best and if it's an option for a project I'll probably pick it.

Anybody else got a mildly irrational preference for a material, weave, etc?

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submitted 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) by Apytele@sh.itjust.works to c/gnostic@sh.itjust.works

cross-posted from: https://piefed.social/c/asklemmy/p/2138089/what-do-you-know-of-something-like-this

I made a blender model and animation of this thing I experienced to show how it looks like and moves, and to use that as a way to find out if someone knows what it is, where or why. I don't know much more and am wondering what others know based on their encounters. It's somewhere at some time, seems huge. The discs are flattish and don't reflect light other than from the edges. I've tried posting in a few communities and get mostly aggravated answers, or overtly focusing on how I got this knowledge (almost like I've done something forbidden when it's not an aspect I care about), and one got modded hidden.

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cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/61532142

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