@[email protected] i promise i didn't bail on the tour, i've been rate limited by the peepee ass website for literally 2 hours now
famous orange book
When I really started yapping about My Whole Personality: A Novel, I had figured it would would be viewed as old and crusty and weird and inexplicable, I mean who wouldn't right? But instead it just produces thousands of reactions and apparently hasn't aged a day.... Very cool, happy to be wrong tbh.
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I want my gender to come back but am simultaneously terrified of it coming back (because of... reasons). Awesome.
in retrospect it's a shame there's no james bond in shaun of the dead. hot fuzz has timothy dalton and the world's end has pierce brosnan
i guess if you're going chronological you would have to cast roger moore in shaun of the dead?
NEWS MEGA LIED TO ME AGAIN
IM CALLING FOR A RETALIATORY ATTACK AGAINST THE NEWS MEGA NOW!!!!!
sad
Just this low hanging fog over life today. I feel like an observer. Lots of dysphoria and envy. I just wish I looked different, had different clothes. It's a haze right now.
The bad part is he keeps misgendering me. Need to tell him to stop. Just wasn't feeling it today. Too sad to bother.
Oh also he seems to think "extremes" are bad, example being just immediately and uncritically accepting someone is trans. Fucking hell. Apparently questioning someone about it is good, actually. His example was asking if someone was being brainwashed. Idk he's just a fucker sometimes.
self harm
Tried to self harm the other day, knife is too dull and useless to do anything. Pisses me off I don't even have the option if I need it. So with that coping mechanism gone idk what to do if I start feeling worse.
EDIT: I am now feeling better
I slept so well last night
It feels weird being disgusted about women being seen as sexual objects for over 2 decades, then in a matter of weeks, deciding to make myself into one
I know that's not what it means to be a woman, and I'm not saying I'm having second thoughts about my plans, I'm just saying it feels weird to have arrived at this point
Though I guess it's also just a normal human thing to do to some extent, and what's weird to me is trying it for the first time, since for most of my life I just tried to present in a way that makes me blend into the furniture
@[email protected] Alright cool what's the skill issue? I followed the github instructions for fluffychat/nfty and it worked for about six hours. Literal 'works on my machine'
I just realized by name that I have a bunch of Tics. I wave my hands or give a thumbs up or salute or smirk. I mutter curses or about dying or apologize m. Apparently OCD and ADHD both have tics, and thankfully they’re the least debilitating of symptoms. I think I can tell the difference.
wild to me only 8 people died in the great fire of London. the whole fucking city burnt down, and barely anybody died, that's just mad. more people died due to attacks on papists and foreigners being blamed for thee fire than from it directly
game by famous girlkisser Ada Rook
Fallow has infected my brain basically. It's one step short of haunting my dreams. Just haven't had time to play it yesterday or today.
I guess I only know Rook stuff through music, and nothing else. If she's ever written stuff I've not seen it, she has videos and they're good but they're kinda spooky, and often feature work by others, which is cool but where is muh singular vision?
Seeing all the common concepts and recurring themes and shit from Rook's solo discog given visual form in Fallow is fuckin wild to me. I can be a small monochrome girl and walk around a battered and dried out countryside observing a dying world and being sad and contemplative. As much as it's tonally way different to something like Ugly Death, it's also very much the same & I wanna give it a lil kiss.
atom fart mother
I cooked a new recipe last night! I really want to cook for someone again someday. it's the best vibes putting time into a meal and seeing someone enjoy it
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