also does anyone else get like, "I work in an antarctic outpost" winter/fall kind of vibes? or like "I work somewhere remotely desolate and its frigid but its cozy and cool and the work important" vibes? I dunno if that makes any sense

I just had the strangest experience. My dad decided to take me out to eat because wisdom teeth surgery tomorrow. anyways we went to some restaurant and there were some really fancy, very clean, and expensive looking cars out front. which was weird. and when we got inside and were seated, there was just this group of like really out of looking place people. I think two of them might of been some small time white bourgeoisie assholes? they also acted like they own the place because they were going up to the window and shutting the curtains, going up to other people table and telling them to twist the blinds shut.

I dunno it was just fucking weird especially because this wasn't some fancy rich restaurant me and my dad went to. Also they were loud as fuck. They talked about doing something with tata chemicals???? and like just what the fuck. It was just so out of place.

also just a little awkward because like ya know. anyways that was just an odd experience

these fallen leaves I picked up because of reasons, smell really good

forced myself to read a page today and I ended up where I read like 20 pages. I should do that more

be cool if humans had the ability to hibernate since that what I want to do right now, hibernate until spring

fuck, tonight such a majestic night. and I just want to lay down outside and just look at the night sky for like an hour. but I have nothing to lay down on except dirt I guess. but it's warm, it's not too dark since the moon is bright as hell, and it's just calm and nice. maybe a cloud or two, but it's perfect night now.

Okapis are adorable

I finished Blood in My Eye. It was really good and I wish I read it sooner. I really like George Jackson's three faces of fascism, and that book made me realize that fascism also has an international characteristic to.