I want better for everyone and this is the only way to do it
Cw self harm
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I picture myself being dissected, the imagined pain from that distracts me from whatever is actually happening
Or dissociating, I've been present in my body for like less than 24 hours this year so far
Also might be worth it to have some fun stuff ready to go when/if you get a break. Like get some books or download some shows or podcast, buy a lego kit, etc so you're not just doom scrolling if you do get some free time
Stock up on toiletries so you don't have to think about them
I only drive in sneakers, I'll change out of other shoes to drive them put them back on later
"I wore my colors on purpose but when you wear your colors on accident you're the bad guy 😡"
Against the bourgeoisie?
Period came one day after whining about it being late 
Silverfish? Earwig?
I'm experiencing it bad right now. Some of the stuff causing me to feel stressed will pass with time but I'm feeling awful now :/
I can't take more than a day off from work, which might be pushing it anyway, and I have so much work to do in the next week (possibly weeks? Idk yet)
Even weird advice would be appreciated 
Was there some guy who owned a pirating site that got arrested and asked to call his partner off his phone then used the phone to delete the servers or did I imagine that???