I hate April Fools, I think it’s a bad holiday
PeeNutButtHer
joined 1 week ago
doesn't eat, stomach hurts
eats, stomach hurts but differently
interview in 8 mins 
thankfully it's online so I don't have to leave my house
well that was weird. It was a group interview which is something I've never done before and also asked for an absurd amount of travel including overnight stays. 100% not getting that nor do I want it, back on the Indeed grindset I guess, this shit sucks
did I cook with making this chart?
(CW: Weight loss) This is a vent, not asking for advice, don’t give me advice
God dammit why does weight shit have to be so one sided. Been trying to lose weight over this past two weeks, starting at 200.2 lbs I got down to 190.5 by only eating 1 meal a day, I was a little cranky at first but I’ve gotten into the rhythm and it was going great. Yesterday I made fried rice and had a bowl of it, later in the day I got high and decided to splurge a little and had a small portion of leftovers in addition to what I already had. Well today I went up 3 lbs because of that slip up.
I try and I try and lose only like a pound or less a day and then one slip up and boom there goes multiple days worth of progress.
I feel like I’m fighting the world with everything I do. Trying to eat less, trying to smoke less, trying to take better care of myself. Days to weeks of progress can be destroyed in a single instance, it’s so one sided and bullshit. Still very determined to lose weight though, even if this fuck up has frustrated me to no end
I don't think anyone is getting the day off but that doesn't mean it's not a holiday, it's not like a federal one or anything though