Revolutionary optimism and trying to keep my life in order so that I can say I'm contributing as much to communism as I possibly can be has done orders more for my mental health and lifestyle than anything else. Years in therapy as a teenager gave me nothing but therapyspeak and self loathing; having a strong basis in theory and striving towards political actualization has made me friends, drawn me to fulfilling work and given me passion for learning skills and hobbies.

So I do absolutely agree, and have had similar thoughts to you. You can't say you truly want everyone else's lives to be better if you won't even do the work on your own.

(Note for above, I'm not dismissing therapy as generally beneficial, just that my experience was subpar and was not as helpful as empowering myself with theory/learning the true roots of my struggles)

This game has stayed with me in a really annoying way, wherein there's truly no way for me to replay it or get the same experience again. Pls comrades play big walk if you can, entirely unique experience, pure art.

I bring a 'kill the empire by playing youtube poops on a network of 27 bluetooth speakers set up around the sleeping quarters of the military occupying an urban center' energy that the libs really don't like

I so badly want to hear trump say the word 'bourgeois'

tbf I think some people are attracted to zombie apocalypse settings because most of these stories depict small communities providing for each other and having their basic needs met just by participating in survival labor

Don't listen too much to other peoples experiences. So many people have the 20s built up as the most important years of your life. Truth be told they can go either way. Mine were pretty boring and harsh but my 30s have been deeply satisfying in comparison.

carl is out here with banger ideas for no damn reason, damn. get this written as a chuck tingle inspired absurdist book, or genuine kink writing. whatever sells better

People don't give enough credit to the fact that incel chuddy types genuinely want something like this, or, at least, feel it's a moral violation that things aren't like this.

strong institutions

what institutions should be strong I wonder

Ms Rachel is by far the most based person imaginable who can also drop a million for a donation.

That the dude who burned himself was an individual action and not a collective one

its just that the crime of all crimes is occurring