Simple as that, I feel a contempt in my stomach whenever I see an able-bodied person having fun at the expense of their disabled peer. They play loud music even though they have invited their peer who they get overstimulated by loud noise, people choose wedding functions over the birthday lunch of a disabled friend who they know struggled to get out of the house, people choose gifts for everyone except the disabled friend because that friend can't be an accessory for them, disabled people aren't chosen for anything they can participate but in but always chosen for things they can't so they decline and these people can have an excuse, even eating their meals they struggled to make or get. I don't know what to do in all honesty

Let's get one out of the way first, I am not looking for a discussion how this or that is useful, I am tired and I am here for a laugh with anyone who is ready to engage on a humanist level instead of technological and empirical scientific point of view, especially looking for my fellow luddites.

I hate how people think socialism is a magic bullet that can solve anything and everything automatically and they need to remove capitalism and put in socialism then not do any other work. China doesn't have a magic spell, if there aren't the problems (in a technical sense) that others are having then there is always a catch, be it distillation or numbers skewed by companies, our organizational efforts shouldn't be towards making people like technology, especially s technology philosophy of which has roots in capitalist alienation, consumerism, and misanthropy.

Hey comrades, I needed some help. I have been researching Lenin's Taylorism: Man's enslavement to the machine but Lenin's opinion just a bit later seems to have changed on Taylorism which is bit weird given Lenin's propensity to stick to his principles which haven't been proven wrong by praxis. My thinking is that it might have been economic neccesity because Soviet Union was born in a completely dire form and he might have been advocating for it to get economic development at any cost in the back water nation that was Soviet Union founded in, Just like how worker's democracy was curtailed later on by Lenin because of the fact that keeping an democracy meant keeping one self open to infiltration and sabotage so my thinking is it was a necessity instead of an ideological surrender. But if you have any resources, insights, and information on this then it would be much appreciated.

I used to think that I am someone who loves casual and naturally flowing conversations, but as I aged and my disabilities started to become more and more of an obstacle to living a 'normal' life, I started dreading naturally flowing conversations more and more because I knew, in my gut I knew eventually the person talking will start talking about "Like just shower and look respectable" "be respectable, someone people respect and listen to do you can agitate" like yea for that one I see how people under current system see anyone they aren't familiar with as an outsider and won't listen to them but that's really something we should push back instead of making it a core tenant of our movement and still there's more from the type of media people like (side note, please don't watch attack on titans as a leftist, it is a dogshit show, there are far better thrillers if you want a mystery that don't promote Japanism (Japanese Fascism)) to the way people talk, like who thinks randomly yelling 'anti-woke' type stuff is fun? Seriously who? I have learned to not be in friend circle of the able bodied, they never understand, never will, and sadly maybe never can. When they're talking to you, they seem so delicate but when they're talking amoung themselves you their truth.

A lot of the leftists have decided we, the disabled people, are a burden well we consider them to be the burden thus i am declaring we shall never join the able bodied in any political project. The disability separatist movement will following the below principles and will only ever form alliance when said are adhered to

1. Our worth won't be measured in desirability, we don't exist to please you and if you don't want to deal with someone then be silent and go on your way, just know that you'll never love someone different in ability and always consider them beneath you, you say "well I don't want deal with a child-like adult, that's doesn't mean I don't love someone" oh it sure does, you know what child means? Why is a child supposed to be 100% dependent on you? No you just care fulfilling the desires you were brainwashed into since birth.

2. Our worth won't be judged by how much we can work, you will respect us even if someone are completely bedridden, we can take care of ourselves and we don't need able bodied people, we can care for each other, if we have an alliance it'll be fully autonomous and our organizations will never merge.

3. We demand a separate electorate if we are to be part of any political body shared with able bodied, no disabled person will ever be represented by an able-bodied person.

4. Our rights will not be put into question, if they are we demand separate autonomous territories which will have their own sovereignty, the moment you question why you should accomodate wheelchairs on public transport or why you shouldn't seats which accomodate smallest size people only, you're an enemy of the disabled people.

5. Mandatory institutionalisation won't exist in any project we will be part of.

(A mod removed my previous post and mentioned I don't have to post it in badposting so I am glad they did and that I got to think over whether I want to post it in another community and I decided I did. This started as frustrated jesting because separatism is quite silly in my opinion but I just wanted to post it again, let me know mods of I made any mistake)

We know nothing is neutral so why should technology get pass? I say we should make Luddism the prevailing ideology alongside cyber socialism so we make it clear that we want to make technology our slave and we don't want to become slaves of machines instead.

Idk how to explain this feeling but it's a guttural reaction I have in my gut that is triggered whenever someone is trolling/mocking/being violently antagonistic towards something I care about, some people literally hate Linux for god's sake, like man what am I to do? Give up my conscience? I hate when I can't hold something in my hand, I want something physical, is it wrong? Idk, you all tell me. I want people in real life, I want plushies and cards, why is it wrong to ask just because it's not that easily available to me? I hate AI, so do I hate social media and porn, and sex, and dating under prevailing dynamics, AI seems to bring these things more and more in front of my eyes, where I don't want them. I don't care how much leftists tell me AES countries love AI and are embracing it 'intelligently' as if a threat to congnitive abilities can be embraced inteligently, how much liberals tell me AI will give us UBI, how much conservatives tell me AI will bring about more jobs, I don't care. Everyone can take their family-making, sex, porn, social media, AI, producvitiy and shove it where the sun never shines, I don't give a fuck. Just stop fucking gaslighting me, separate those like me, we'll live our own life, like please stop torturing me. It feels like everyone is after me but I always skort them by an edge.

I don't know how many but I have seen a lot of disabled people who just seem to need a shoulder to cry on, why don't we become each other's shoulders and ban the able bodied from these orgs? They can't ever understand our pain and for us, we only have ourselves. Able bodied people can't be relied on.

Many people consider physical media like records and discs to be antiquated technology which have no place in a modern setting with good digital consumer rights. I, however, beg to differ, like please can we have physical media? I, and many of my friends, don't end up watching or experiencing anything and just end up browsing and then calling it a session. Like please can we not consider physical media something which doesn't have a place in a better world? I am making this post because I have seen one too many socialist gaming people say 'digital is future, you can just as borrow a digital game on a playstation. I am glad and proud I bought a digital only ps5' like come on

Gen ai as it stands today will be remembered as the most alienating version of capitalist technology known to humanity. It has four stages of alienation which were separate but now manifest in one technology, social media algorithms reduce our personhoods and hobbies to data for a deadend algorithm meant extract more of our attention, platforms and workplaces alienate us from our fellow labourers of different sectors and even within same one, capitalist machines make us alienated from ourselves in manufacturing monotony and increasingly mind numbing entertainment, the capitalist mode of living alienates us from nature we live in, these used to be more or less separate but gen ai has merged then into one undead machine. A machine that alienated us from our personhood and labour by abstracting it in form of data and then putting it in an algorithm, alienated us from other labourers by making us think of their labour as lesser, alienated us from ourselves by making us empty shells for consumption of slop, alienated us from gifts of nature in form of rare metals and started piling on e-waste.

I am mentally burned out, I can't read about one more ai model, i can't read about one more surveillance, I can't read about anything new anymore. Why can't people just make a better battery? How about a nice sounding commercially available keyboard? I am exhausted of reading posts after posts after posts, anthropic released this master model, deepseek released this giga model, there's a new surveillance system, new spyware, new processor, new gpu, new location software, then I avoid then people start to literally start to talk at me about how their favourite country is using their favourite technology, my peers will talk about American professors encouraging adoption of ai, my tech pilled comrades will talk about China teaching deepseek to kids in school, like of it was upto me, kids wouldn't see a piece of tech till 5 and only get basic com sci at 6, literally please for the sake of God learn to live for a moment instead of constantly chasing the next big thing and let others live too. We don't need more, we have more than enough in the world, this world is drowning in our garbage please let the world live and let people like me live. Please don't drive us to death.

Especially since the launch of chatgpt but from my entry into wider communist circles I have seen one thing constantly repeat itself. Many comrades love treats, I won't deny that they're good, I love them too but many have seem to forgotten how to think outside of this system of treats. Many have made it their whole personality, electric cars? Crypto? NFT? LLMs? People eat this stuff up like yea electric cars are nice and all but don't we want to move away from the car centric hellscape? Many don't when they see a way to paint their desires nutured by the capitalist system into a red paint, they take that chance and run with it. "Oh you don't like cars? Well you must be an anti-communist because China has amazing cars" Same is for crypto, for nft, for llms, even if they can't use excuse of China for everything, they just use "Oh you're criticizing life choices of a comrade so much for the tolerant left" and what are the life choices? Propagate every single capitalist bullshitary, not do it mind you, propagate it, promote it, I think this is in major part because they want the liberal dream to come true. Being brought up under the liberal system, it is the liberal dream to have technology be the solution all the problems of the world, worst form of which is techno-optimism of fascists but that's a very extreme version instead we need to talk about this tech obsession amoung our own. This is the strain which says "every tool is without ideology and thus every tool developed capitalism is not be destroyed instead expropriated by the oppressed, it is even rooted in a form of orthodox Marxism, specifically the chapter 5 of The Capital however many forget that Marx can be wrong as well, Marx was wrong about many things, Marx and many others think that luddites were rebelling against machines because they were the competitors to the workers, Marx's theories were right about automation but Marx himself and people got something wrong about luddites, the machines that came in weren't fully automatic looms, they were to be operated by the workers, textile workers but he textile workers didn't want to operate these because they were made for industrialists with profits in mind not for workers with their labour in mind, they tried to fight to stop the their installation but when they saw there wasn't any option they rebelled by smashing the machines, luddites weren't out of touch, they were given shelter by textile and sympathetic workers and were eventually defeated not because every other worker chose to install machines but because state forces came upon them and Marx was right about this that there wasn't proper organizing for their efforts to be successful, you can't fight bourgeois state without a full apparatus separate from it. Now with that, we are equipped to tackle it, when people say expropriate the machine, but that's the problem we don't want to work on these machines, we don't want them, they alienate us, in chapter on Alienation, Marx talked about how workers are alienated from their labour by specialising the labour further and further to the point the worker is mindlessly repeating a single task, this is even more true for the gen ai and nft because all these machines make us their servant and they aren't ours and gen ai is even further along it because it first alienated us from our labour and ourselves in artworks and personal data and then enslaving us. When conversation about productivity gains comes up, people need to realise we already produce too much for our needs, we don't need anything else, especially something that makes the workers' work day worse for them. However some people don't even bother with even trying Marxism, they just straight up want stuff, more flavours of cigarettes, more types of vapes, more powerful computers, more demanding games, more more more but socialistly. People can't get their mind out of certain things, ableism, sexism, consumerism, all amoung them.