its been seven years since I realized I was trans. What a mistake its all been. Now I'm alone, am schizo, seeking God but finding no response, and back in my childhood bedroom. Its all been for naught, I'm legally a woman and have been on HRT for five years but I still Look Like This. I am still me.

Can I not emphasize the "alone" enough?

I wrote essays about Trump in middle school and now I'm in grad school... writing essays about the same fucking president...

Any other trans folks here in Berlin got a free room/apartment available? Wont have a place in a few weeks :/ mein Deutsch ist nicht güt und ich bin ein student

I'm getting kicked out of my housing in mid-December. If there's anyone in Berlin who knows of an available apartment (lol) please let me know. I am an American, and my German isn't good but I'm doing my masters rn...

I'm getting kicked out of my housing in mid-December. If there's anyone in Berlin who knows of an available apartment (lol) please let me know. I am an American, and my German isn't good but I'm doing my masters rn...

hahaha this happens every time something big happens in the news a lefty sub gets the chopping block - we remember r/ChapoTrapHouse...

Gonna be moving to another continent soon, unsure if I should get bangs... Ive just been letting my hair grow since 2019...

I remember what he did in 2021. Even if no one else does.

This has been probably one of my most depressing summers in living memory tbh. 4 years anniversary of HRT is creeping up soon, and I have barely any satisfaction with its results. My boobs are too small, despite proper dosaging. They don't look right, and may never will. Ex broke up with me in June, and I've just been stumbling through life since, I feel like I am becoming naturally less sober and I might be having developing delusions. I saw a notification on my phone a couple days ago where someone messaged me "leave her be". But I have no proof that message exists. I feel like everything is crumbling around me. But das life baby.

Every single Gen X I know is so demoralized right now, my own parents who were once apolitical are singing a much different tune now -- something that was just a dream for me. This shit is real. Our environment is changing.

i have two friends: alcohol and marijuana. happy Sunday, chapochat.

I'm a burnt out and tired husk right now, but thats only because I'm job hunting as a fresh graduate...