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Yeah I know multiple ppl in cyber security who are like TikTok isn't a big deal, the data security claims are way overblown. I've heard ppl saying theyre worried about ppl being vulnerable to blackmail over like NSFW stuff they post or whatever, but like having a white supremacist Nazi owning X isn't a blackmail threat somehow?

It's definitely about Palestine and it's definitely about fears of other countries doing what US companies and gov are doing. "How DARE you spy on our citizens! That's OUR job!"

US tech was like hey a foreign gov (potentially not actually that much) spying on US citizens? That's OUR job. It must be banned

I hate this timeline

Thank you! I'll post around a bit before doing that but I'll get to it. May need some funds for getting out of this hell state in Feb

This is a genuine travesty.

Growing up my fave was Snuffleupagus

I'm getting my orchi on Jan. 10 and am starting the process of getting top surgery. Not sure I'll be able to get top surgery before they ban gov coverage of GAC but at least I got the process started. If they do, I'll get it done privately and raise the money the old fashioned way, a combination of getting on my knees and also mutual aid

Was it something I said?

Valid, I'm in an informed consent area and it still took me five months. But it sounded like OP was wanting to start, so "why wait" was intended to apply to OP's side of things. Getting the process started etc

I started in spring of 2019, and it was so amazing. Like others have said, it was like being able to breathe for the first time, a weight had been lifted, like I felt alive after decades of being walking dead. I felt connected to myself in a way I never had been before. Literally the best decision I ever made for myself. Life is worth living now.

Mental changes happen first. I was happier and bubblier. My introversion turns out to have been partly due to gender anxieties. Your sense of smell expands, colors seem to pop more and be vibrant. Keep in mind here that you'll be in puberty brain for the first few years. I was def acting like a teen for a while. You'll be sleepy, you'll be dealing with reconnecting with the full range of your emotions and that can be a rollercoaster sometimes. Your skin will get softer and fat cells will redistribute after a while. I first noticed it in my legs. I remember looking in the mirror one day momyhs into HRT and realizing hey those ... those look different, rounder, more feminine. I may or may not have but definitely did do a happy squee. You can have height changes, weight changes, even my fingernails became softer.

Why wait? You can take them for a few months (three or so I think) without permanent changes to your body, so if it isn't for you you can just stop.

Thank you, I saw that earlier today but yeah I feel bad. On the other hand I'm in need of a ton of help and don't know what to do about it

Haha I will never forget that moment

Unfortunately I am a pools and have only 2.5 gigs a month of data. When its used up it gets shut off completely. So I'm text based until that changes, which its unlikely to. Just got declined for disability again and lots of hiring bias against trans ppl in my area