seek help

it's totally fair to hate white people but this sounds like something to bring up with a professional

Do you maybe have specific trauma related to a specific blonde that hurt you badly?

american leftists sadly often still cling to perceiving race as a supposed inherent biological characteristic, a belief probably caused by how ingrained this notion is in american "society", with race even still being a category used in government documents.

in reality, there is literally zero scientific evidence for the concept of biological race; in fact, there is countless evidence against such notions. "race" is a social construct created to facilitate colonial and class oppression, not a biological reality! the targets of racist oppression are not universal across time and geography.

people should try to avoid falling into the pitfalls of thinking that the problem with reactionary "analysis" is merely that it targets the wrong people, as the entire right-wing mode of perceiving reality is flawed from start to finish! white people participating in racist oppression is the result of their material conditions informing their class perspective, not some inherent and immutable (pseudo-)biological traits!

side note, and in no way me accusing op of any of this, but this kind of essentialist thinking is exactly how phenomena like liberal zionism manage to arise! if one forgoes material analysis and instead operates on a pre-conceived (and never questioned) notion of jews being "good people", one becomes more likely to deny or rationalise away colonial and settler violence.

I know that exact feeling, like you just stumbled across a rattlesnake, tho in my case it has more to do with white people generically than certain features and seems to only activate with about a third of white people I meet in general

I'm fairly positive its a subset of that general feeling people get when they encounter sociopaths and psychopaths who aren't masking properly, fashion, posture, tone of voice, the way folks make eye contact, the brain is tipped off in any number of ways that the vibe is fucked

Also people IN GENERAL tend to overestimate their ability to conceal their hostility, and if you're feeling it with every white person you meet, then you may be living in a locale where self-segregation is a conscious community phenomenon and that can be quite dangerous

When I see a cum skinned person I actually just shit out my doodoo ass, and it’s not the solid kind. It’s a wet nasty shit that more water like than anything else. It’s almost like when a mayo skin walks by it sucks out all the fiber from my gut, and then there’s nothing else for it to do but squirt out my butt and onto the floor.

I always make sure to lock eyes with them so they know that this is THEIR fault. I will NEVER run home to clean my dookie pants because I will NEVER GIVE THEM WHAT THEY WANT

U h8 me?

I'm so sorry, that sounds like it can make things really difficult.

Maybe bad advice, but I can recommend trying to watch Operation Y and Shurik's Other Adventures. It's a soviet comedy starring a well know blue eyed blonde actor, but he's very whimsical.

The actor being Aleksandr Demyanenko

How do you feel about white redheads?