The state of this industry really gets to me. I don't even hardly game anymore. I've broken my brain so badly I can't seem to enjoy them without a constant looming existential dread that I'm failing to do other more important things.
But I learned to code when I was a fucking TODDLER and all I EVER WANTED was to join a studio and make sick ass games. Then the EA Spouses letter was released and I realised that the dream would in actuality be a goddamn nightmare. Then I learned even more, about capitalism and work and life has been one miserable fucking slog without even my old comfort of gaming to soothe my intrusive sense of fucking failure.
Fuck them. Pirate everything. If you take it, it is yours.