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me when someone says I'm on hexbear too much
(hexbear.net)
welcome to the new age
ligmasaurus
imagine bad dragons
I’m gonna invent a type of HRT that gives you the power of flying so this isn’t a problem
Synthesis: eating pizza with chopsticks
It makes the line go up, and at the end of the day, isnt that what really matters?
self-deprecating dysphoria humor
my face from a high angle: 
my face from a low angle: 🗿
I know I need to get on hormone tests some time (probably soon) but I think I can tell whether my hormone levels are sufficient based on feeling alone. Something funky happened a few weeks ago that dropped my E (and probably increased T), maybe I be hit a blood vessel when injecting, maybe it's just an unavoidable part of switching medication types, but going purely on vibes (by which I mean anxiety levels and horniness) things have gotten back to normal this past week, and I'm strongly convinced that's a result of hormones stabilizing again.
Even if I don't eventually get the physical changes I want from E, I think I'm going to be on it indefinitely, because I despise the feeling that comes with so much T flowing through my blood...
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sadly a lot of cishet men are socialized to be like that, so don't beat yourself up for it. fwiw in some cases it's something that can be unlearned, but it takes a long time, and a base level of respect for other people as humans. that's to say that they need to approach the subject in good faith. to me, if they're willing to talk about it but only to catch you in some gotcha or do some sarcastic agree and amplify type shit, they're not ready.
another factor may be that you're more conscious about these things now than when you first met them, due to experiencing the process of transitioning, or even just growing as a person in general. not that I've ever been misogynistic or transphobic, but I can remember things said by male friends in the past that, at the time I just shrugged off or rolled my eyes at, but if I heard them now would infuriate me.
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I’m holding off on getting this until someone uploads a save file with all the Karl scenes unlocked