[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 1 points 51 seconds ago

suicideWas trying to think of how exactly to express my pain and what is wrong, but it feels pointless right now. Part of the problem is there are so many things that are so severely wrong.

It is all too much for me to live through and suffer with. Any one of the issues being trans causes me would be a lot. Plenty of them are enough on their own for me to want to kill myself

No one in real life really cares. Not enough to let me actually explain myself, my problems, and believe me. Why would they.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 2 points 16 hours ago

felt fucking great, come home and now its just :/ I could cry. Just hit me. I'm lonely I think. And dissatisfied with life.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 4 points 1 day ago

I hate working in the evening so much, I feel like I'm spending my whole day anxious and on edge. Usually I just get up and get there.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 2 points 1 day ago

Thank you. Still have quite a bit of game left, maybe when I'm done I'll post my full solution. Got the 2d array and going back to only dead pumpkins working. Still one issue I'm working out..

It is a bit odd, when started writing this function I went back to the move() docs hoping I could give it a number as well but no.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 3 points 1 day ago

Yea it is, I don't think I've played an edutainment game in a long time tbh. Hardly ever hear about them.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 2 points 1 day ago

Can't express enough how much I hate people. Transphobia is fucking everywhere. look at how it polls even.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 3 points 1 day ago

spoilerI just need to leave. I hate what my life has become, what it is. I hate other people. I hate my own fleshy and blood. The body I am in. What does this even leave me with.

People suck so bad. Almost all of them, if you let them talk enough. Literally look at what the average person believes. How they act. They are terrible. I do not want to live surrounded by such demons.

And my own, incurable, dysphoria. Kill me

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 3 points 1 day ago

suicideI AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!!!

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago

Feeling incredibly pessimistic and doomer, thinking about both my personal transition and the world at large.

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 8 points 1 day ago

I've been playing this game called The Farmer Was Replaced, you control a drone using python. Basically a sneaky way to practice beginner level python. It plays a bit like an idle/incremental game as well which I like. I've been wanting to kinda get back into python so this has been nice

I wrote a function to move my drone to any arbitrary coordinates. I spend a lot of the game basically just looping over the farm. But anyway, new crop gets a multiplier it fills the field. BUT there's a chance for it to die, therefor not combining. So I wanted a way to plant the field, then be able to go back and selectively replant instead of having to fly over the entire field. Right now I have to fly over everything if even one crop died. I think the best way to keep track of dead crops is a 2d array, also need to figure out a way to pick the nearest crop to fly to. That's definitely going to be harder. BUT anyway the fly code felt super satisfying to figure out even if the solution looks simple cheems comments were just me working through the problem.

code

# if we are at 1, 1 and we want to go to 0, 5
def fly(target_x, target_y):
	current_x = get_pos_x()
	current_y = get_pos_y()
	
	difference_x = current_x - target_x
	# 1 - 0 = 1
	# this needs to translate to moving 1 west
	difference_y = current_y - target_y
	# 1 - 5 = -4
	# this needs to translate to moving 4 north
	
	if difference_x >= 0: # number is positive, move west
		for x in range(difference_x):
			move(West)
	else: # number is negative, set absolute and move east
		difference_x = abs(difference_x)
		for x in range(difference_x):
			move(East)
	
	if difference_y >= 0: # number is positive, move south
		for x in range(difference_y):
			move(South)
	else: # number is negative, set absolute and move east
		difference_y = abs(difference_y)
		for x in range(difference_y):
			move(North)
	
	return
	
fly(5,3)
fly(2,7)
fly(5,0)
fly(2,7)
fly(0,0)

[-] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 63 points 2 days ago

I can't imagine linking the fact I have 13 million dollars of anonymous, non refundable, easily stolen currency back to my real identity.

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It will get too hot in these regions for any rice to grow!

Here's the map of what regions will likely be effected, look at India

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Wonder what Denuvo is going to do about this

Fitgirl's statement:


Yes, I know PRAGMATA release files have been leaked. Yes, I know that PRAGMATA was Hypervisor-bypassed. No, I won’t put my repack before an official release date and time. I don’t support leaks and I don’t like when people do something for hype only. Legit users, who paid for their game deserve to play it first. Not the pirates. It doesn’t matter how much you hate Denuvo or Capcom, those games are there because people buy something from developers and publishers. And when those who don’t pay get an Advanced Access while legit customers suck their fingers is just plain wrong.

Of course, not every releaser share my principles and you’ll see releases popping here and there, but I’ll keep my stance. Leaks are bad. Don’t do leaks. Don’t use leaks. You’ve waited for years, you can wait a few hours more.

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For more than an hour, several employees said, workers in the facility were instructed to continue fetching totes, picking items off shelves and loading them onto trucks for delivery as the man lay dead, and management figured out their next steps.


Within moments of the man hitting the floor, Sam said a woman ran over and began performing chest compressions. The woman began to cry and screamed out for someone to help her.

Sam, who has CPR training, asked her supervisor if she could assist. The supervisor watched the woman heaving her weight into the man’s chest and gave no response.

“I start sobbing and said, ‘I want to help, please!’ I know she’s going to get tired and need to be subbed out,” Sam told The Western Edge.

The supervisor, who Sam perceived to be in shock, had a simple reply: “It has to be management or safety team. Please get back to work.”

“I need to help,” Sam said.

“Just turn around and not look. Let’s get back to work,” Sam recalled the manager saying.

As Sam stood in disbelief watching the woman give chest compressions, the supervisor softly nudged Sam, tears in the manager’s eyes now, too.

“Please,” the supervisor said, encouraging Sam to keep working. Eventually, paramedics showed up and the section of the warehouse where the man lay was closed off.

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models are showing a 62% chance El Niño will emerge this summer and linger until at least the end of the year.

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edit: oh cw for SA at 13:30~ , skip forward to about 15:00 to skip past most of it but they do keep bringing up that he assaulted a woman

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The doctor is as sketchy as you can imagine, there's an Asian guy who clearly does not understand what they are telling him. The doctor even says he wouldn't do it himself and wouldn't recommend it to his family. They do surgery on multiple people in the same OR. HE GETS THE WRONG COLOR!! There's so much.

Its like a trainwreck you can't look away, would recommend.

There's some transphobia from his mother at 16:25 - 17:15 . That whole conversation does- lead me to wonder about what his actual issues with his body are. The doc moves on from any gender talk very quickly though.

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