Ok so I have trouble planning for the future because I often feel disconnected from myself and overwhelmed by intense emotions and reactions, but a caravan on a piece of land looks accessible enough even from me.

Still living with my parents in a very beautiful place already in the countryside, and I don't know if this desire of moving out is coming from a real necessity or from the fake thought that it might actually finally "solve my problems"..

What I notice is that when I'm out of home I usually just feel better for whatever reason: more stable, no doomscrolling on the internet, less dissociation, less debilitating thoughts, I just generally feel better.

As long as I can have food and a shelter, and I'm outdoors, perhaps with animals, I generally feel "good enough". i don't care about having a lot of stuff, and I genuinely feel that I would feel better without an internet connection at all, I can also drop my car as long as I can reach basic necessities with my bike, I don't care about traveling or money, status or career, as long as I can do something good for myself and others, I feel happy.

So I would love to know if you have some experience with this kind of life, if it ended up suiting you, if you just felt like me in the past and if the only constant in your life is chaos, or if all of this is just a fake dream.. I don't wanna do all of this just to say "oh, there we go again", and realize to late that I'm not actually making improvements from my current condition.

. I love my family, and if I could I would make all the changes I dream about here around them, but they have their opinions and interests of course, so I kinda feel stuck, despite all..

Generally looking for insights more from a psychological point of view.

Regardless of the distribution, would it be possible to have a phone that can be simplified to include only the features you want? For example, I would only want a calendar, notes, a calculator, calls and messages. I wouldn’t want a browser, an app store or any other way to easily install them. Is this possible on a Linux mobile distro? Does it require a lot of work, like making a specific distro for it?

Linux feels like a great option for this because it can leave enough freedom to dumb down what you don't need while also keeping a big level of customization, not everyone needs are the same regarding to dumbphones

Regardless of the distribution, would it be possible to have a phone that can be simplified to include only the features you want? For example, I would only want a calendar, notes, a calculator, calls and messages. I wouldn't want a browser, an app store or any other way to easily install them. Is this possible on a Linux mobile distro? Does it require a lot of work, like making a specific distro for it?

Is there something like XDA or a sub specifically for linux phones? Where should I look for when looking on information and conversations specifically on this stuff? Looking online info seems pretty fragmented and hard to find, should I look into specific distros forums/chats? Isn't there some sort of forum aggregating everything on Linux on mobile?

Focusing not just on thinkering but on usability as well

I've got a big piece of land, it is all fenced with a decently high fencing, but during the times animals dug holes below it, some parts broke, some animals climb it.

Since I'd like to cultivate/hold animals in, what would be the best way to make THIS fence animal proof, without relying on other fencing around animals or my cultivations? Is it even possible/worth it? We have wolves, foxes, boars, etc etc etc..

I was thinking about electric wiring somehow (?), does it make it foolproof? Otherwise what other options may I have?

In other words, can any user delete its data on its will and is there something that will remove its data from all the connected activitypub services? I believe this should actually be a basic feature and pretty much a requirement.

The account has been blocked years ago, to this day my informations are in posses of the platform and cannot be deleted, I can access but every setting or feature is completely inaccessible, I trid contacting them on the various forms on their help center but I just keep getting ignored.

From James Fadiman's book on microdosing:

To speak about “microdosing” cannabis (marijuana) is a misuse of the term. The mechanisms, biology, and effects of cannabis are unique, complex, and powerful, but it does not resemble microdosing substances nor does its use provide the same range of benefits. Microdosing specifically refers to taking very small amounts of a psychedelic on a specific schedule over a number of weeks. The same term applied to taking a little bit of cannabis has nothing to do with actual microdosing. The effects and benefits of cannabis are totally different from the effects of psychedelics. Cannabis—the whole plant and a number of its different alkaloids—has been used successfully as a medication for many conditions. Good books on “medical marijuana” are available.1 Cannabis acts on and through the endocannabinoid system and affects the brain, body, and whole being differently than substances like LSD and psilocybin. Cannabis generally impedes neuroplasticity rather than enhances it. Brumback et al. (2016) conclude that “THC appears to block synaptic plasticity and neurogenesis”—the exact opposite of microdosing’s effects. Conor Murray’s 2024 research, discussed here, showed that LSD increased neural complexity, but THC did not. Cannabis is generally not taken with any standard protocol (days on/days off). People report “microdosing” cannabis throughout the day. None of this is microdosing. Moreover, THC is fat soluble and stores in the body’s fatty tissues and is detectable weeks after one stops using it. LSD and psilocybin are gone from the body within a day or so. Effective protocols are not possible because of this persistence. Conscious use of very small amounts of cannabis can be a rewarding experience or valuable practice, but it’s not microdosing.

I was wondering what would be the use of smaller doses of THC, like 1-4mg, maybe balanced with CBD, I am completely out of the topic of medical marijuana but seeing the improvements it did on me on a casual trial, I was wondering if any of you knew more about this!

Every atp command returns an avalanche of errors, I freed up some space but the package management stuff seems gone and I can't seem to fix it. Should I fresh install?

SOLUTION: Okay first of all thanks to all the people who replied to me and pointed me to the right direction, the issue was I was having full disk space and missing a few apt libraries which prevented the commands to run succesfully. I solved by freeing up some space, chrooting inside my corrupted environment from a live USB (there's plenty of guides online on how to do this correctly), I downloaded (from debian package search) and installed manually with dpkg a few packages: apt-transport-https, curl, and libnettle8t64 which apt-transport-https required and which was the one actually solving the problem. After that apt --fix-broken install could run succesfully and every further apt command worked without issues, upgraded the system and now it is booting fine! Again, thank you so much @mumblerfish@lemmy.world, @utopiah@lemmy.ml @hendrik@palaver.p3x.de, @ThanksForAllTheFish@sh.itjust.works, @BassTurd@lemmy.world, @IsoKiero@sopuli.xyz !

For some of them I kind of lost access so I would need to write emails to instagram or whatever, for others I would need to remember and to access to each one of them and delete them.

The hardest would be gmail with people having my contacts from like 10 years ago..