Thank you <3
I think having neurotypical expectations put on me and having a family who aren't always the best at communicating contributes to some of my difficulties. But the ones that bother me the most like procrastination and emotional regulation are mostly a me thing I think. I think I do need to develop the resilience to move past these difficulties.
But that sounds like a good book to read. Thanks for the rec :)
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So it's been about four hours since I took the meds and I had a psychology appointment. I started crying and couldn't stop myself. I also couldn't really form my words during the appointment and am thinking that's just the crash. My psych thinks the psychiatrist did a bit of a dodgy job taking my history. I think it might just be more that I'm autistic and I don't actually have adhd. If it's just autism, there isn't medication for that. My psychologist is wanting me to get an assessment done by her or another psychologist but that's going to set me so out of pocket. I can't get a review with the psychiatrist this month even though he said if I need assistance within 2-3 weeks, he will speak to me and won't charge me.
This mental health system is fucked, and I'm not even acutely unwell. Or maybe it's just these drugs where don't actually know how they work. It seems like I'm just going to have to think my way into just being able to do shit to survive. Or maybe I just have to live alone and grow some balls.
So I took the first dose of ritalin half an hour ago, and my resting HR has been between 85-90. It feels like my heart is beating out of my chest and that was only with half a tablet. I'll see how I go for the rest of the day.
Sounds like an area with them faux chateaus. My local council has a mandate of 30 or 35% of the land having greenery, but it sure doesn't look like people are adhering to it.
Hard relate. Hang in there 💕
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So, G has just passed. I'm glad we could see it coming. May he live on through my aunt's other dog's jumper.
The thing I wish I got about cancer is how it happens. What happened in G's body? Was it something he ate, something in the environment or something in his genetics? What made those cells sneak through the cell cycle checkpoints? Early detection is the key, so could we have prevented it?
I will probably never know the answer to these questions in my lifetime.
But I'm so grateful for the time I got to spend with him.
They sell out so fast near me! But have heard good things.
i hope you have a good sleep mate :)
i fucking hate them so much, it’s the fucking laziest fuckingest tweeest utter shite made by a loathsome committee of upper middle class toorak wouldn’t know a story if it fucked them up the arse twit mums
Seagoon will never let you live it down.
@Seagoon this is one of the best reviews I've ever read
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So exciting! Tell us how it goes :)