Hello! As some of y'all may know, I locked down a trans MILF baddie about a year ago (actually 11 months as of yesterday!). She's 12 years older than me and like twice my size, I live for this shit.

Well anyways, she's been on hormones for 2 years. She's been taking low doses considering how long she's been on it because she is bipolar (y'all know I haven't dated someone without a cluster b personality disorder since Chapo was still on Reddit) and taking anything more than what she's taking will make her dangerously manic. So yeah, none of that.

Her appointment was a couple days ago. Got her blood drawn, and we're both confused by the numbers. So she's at 88 estrogen, which is below the 100 they look for typically but is close enough really. However, her testosterone was even higher than when she started HRT, around 160.

I'm still waiting for her to text me doses, but she's on Estrodial, Progesterone and Spiro, all oral, no needles or sublingual. Losartan for blood pressure. And CBN at night (with her progesterone dose, mentioning that because I know the two have interactions).

She's calling her nurse practitioner tomorrow, but I figured I'd ask a bunch of trans people what they think of it

you are viewing a single comment's thread
view the rest of the comments
[–] [S] 5 points 1 week ago (2 children)

Fuck, I'm manic and it's about to affect someone big so I might as well mention this. You might get a chuckle out of this. I have a call scheduled with Brown University for the withdrawal guides I wrote on here forever ago. Someone reached out to me off site and said they had some questions about my withdrawal guides FROM ON HERE, which honestly in my opinion now that some time has passed since writing them, functional but mid, I've done better.

This is in 4 hours, I should have been sleeping this whole time but I lost access to many of the tools I use for sleep overnight. An ivy League University is literally interviewing me over posts I made on this site about 2 years ago, I feel like I'm getting fucking punked. Like huh, y'all couldn't have picked any other ex junkie that can tell people how to withdrawal from shit? I'm sure I'm not the only one writing shit like that, I'm not unique or special but for some fucking reason some people at Brown think I am.

Oh well, at least it's Brown. Only Ivy League school I would have answered, I would have told any other one to fuck off. But yeah, fucking with my head that I'm doing an interview where this site is part of it in 4 hours. Like what the fuck? Maybe this is why my fellow bipolar people are all more brain fried than me. They're just constantly getting hit with mind melting shit like this, because ain't no way in hell some neurotypical does anything good enough for people to actually like them a few years later for their actions. If hell exists, it's all neurotypicals because they're like deathly allergic to integrity.

Goddamn, amazing what manic rants sobriety gets me! I delete 80 percent of everything I type out on this website because I know it's usually just manic bullshit that doesn't matter, but you know what for once I'm going to make it everyone else's problem

  • source
  • parent
  • hideshow 2 child comments
  • [–] 2 points 1 week ago (1 child)

    meow-shark

    I liked reading it.


    ⓘ This user is suspected of being a cat. Please report any suspicious behavior.

  • source
  • parent
  • hideshow 1 child comment
  • [–] [S] 2 points 1 week ago

    Thank you :) sometimes I get too long winded and lose my conciseness that makes me a good communicator when I'm manic, I don't know how good of a writer I am. Some days I think I'm really good and the people in my life say that I should start writing books and make a podcast.

    All my cis dude coworkers that I work with on my Tuesday shift say that I manage to be one of the funniest and wittiest people they've ever met. Like one time we were driving to the location in the work van. I told a joke that was just a throw away for me, I don't even remember it. But the driver of the car had to pull over on the highway because of how funny they all found this joke. I have the privilege of being able to go on autistic rants because I'm funny, I should do something with that

  • source
  • parent