Hi everybody!

I'd originally planned on having a big effort post, but I've had some Bad Brain^TM^ the last couple weeks so that'll just have to wait until next time.

In the meantime, it's my 2 year HRT Anniversary! These past couple years have also been the first time I've really been in community with other trans folx; I've had so many breakthroughs and discoveries of myself that I don't think would have been possible without that and I can't be thankful enough.

I hope everybody has a lovely week!


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[–] 5 points 6 months ago (3 children)

spoilerThank you. Yea maybe I'll try practicing with my headphones on. I know it would be, it doesn't make sense to voice train without my voice... I just need to force myself to do it. Honestly even just thinking about it is making me cry. fml.

Phrased myself badly again. I don't care about passing as a benchmark because cis people are very generous with it, they don't listen as closely or know how to clock voices or something. I've heard lots of women who's voices I wouldn't be happy with who say they pass. Its not enough for me. I need to be comfortable with it for me, I am more sensitive to it then most others are. I want to feel like I sound cis. And I feel like most trans women don't, at least to my ear. I've heard some voice coaches and women who sang through puberty and a few others who all sound really good.

I guess it would make me feel happy because I wouldn't be dysphoric about my voice anymore. I hate sounding like a man, I hate the idea of sounding clocky, even if its just clocky to me. I don't want to hear any fucking testosterone in my voice.

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  • [–] 3 points 6 months ago (2 children)

    spoilerI hope it'll become easier and less painful to attempt training over time.

    I understand now. I don't think clocky voice is something anyone is doomed to. I think it's either just a lack of enough training or a lack of understanding in training or missing voice components. I don't think you'll have to settle with a voice you don't want.

    Totally get wanting an cis voice devoid of all masculinity.

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