My medical conditions have become unbearable, so painful and debilitating. I can't stand much more and have no hope of improvement. If you want more information about what I've been dealing with it's in my post history, although that barely scratches the surface of how intolerable and unmanageable this has all become.
I want to go to Dignitas, they say they can give discounts to people of modest means. But before they will even discuss this with you, you have to pay the joining fee and annual membership, together they come to almost £300. If I can get enough of a discount from them to make this happen I will also need to get a passport. All of this plus the costs of doing the paperwork mean I will need at least £400 to get the ball rolling.
Of course I understand people won't want to be publicly associated with this, and I also need to be able to explain any donations to the DWP anyway. If anyone is able to help with this my paypal is [email protected] and if you write a message saying it's a gift, it will be easier for me to explain to the DWP. I feel it's a long shot, like people won't want to be associated with this but if anyone is willing to help, a message along with it saying something like "A gift for you as I know you've been struggling," or some variation of that will help me explain it away as a gift from a friend to the dwp, and also will disassociate you from having any involvement with dignitas.
I feel iIve struggled on as long as I reasonably can. My pain is getting worse, I've had every treatment, there's nothing more that can be done. I've tried to keep going but I'm just delaying the inevitable.
Bump. I hope you find peace, we all deserve it, whatever that means for us.
thank you.