for me i am incoherent no matter what i do. doesn't help that my handwriting is bad. my speech is all uh's, um's and hexbear's :butt: emoji....'s especially because i can't speak my native tongue normally and apparently my brain is "too fast" compared to my body
i repeat stuff i already said, i somehow piss people off just by speaking, it's a mess honestly. i can't help sorry
sacha baron cohen with and without the beard from "the dictator"
cries for help
help me, every time i try to talk about racism in my country, borat reeks his ugly little head in the topic, especially because the movie is related to romania and the racism towards romani people in one way or another
my mental health is long gone, i can't help sorry :(
maybe video games but those cost mone- y'arrrrr get ye down t'yer local shore and get yeself qbittorrent, the mightiest ship, ye be sailing down to free media heck y'ahh at- cough i am sure you know how to do that.
i don't even try to keep myself "sane", i always feel like i am the opposite without trying to be ableist. i am seen as the opposite of that word by most, but i feel ok alone, until i don't. i feel ok with my friends, as little as i have, until i don't
if you have a hobby you enjoy, do that. just do what you like, there's always hope no matter how dark the world may be. mine is video games, shitposting and rarely drawing. if yours is reading theory, you can do that. anything you like, any hobby, do it. time is not wasted if you enjoy what you do
imagine karl playing transport tycoon deluxe (or openttd which is the same game but fully free and open source, with no need for paid assets to enjoy)
especially the news in my country calling assad "the terrorist" while almost never mentioning his name, a romanian news channel just showed the clip of the plane leaving syria and basically nothing else other than a title that was like "THE TERRORIST'S PLANE HAS LEFT THE RADAR", sensationalism of course
free syria more like paid syria
jokes aside it fucking sucks, the assad curse was neutralized and now i am sad :(
"what the fuck is a minetest"
some news channel in romania with the sensationalism found in average "old people's favorite" news, sorry for very late reply
they talked about calin georgescu (very far right politician, i can't even trust any source anymore because no matter what i say i will get "IT'S BACKED BY SOROS!!!" "IT'S RUSSIAN MISINFORMATION!!" or some hsit like that, romania loves conspiracy theories a lot and i hate that so much) and interviewed him, he claimed to have his internet and heating cut off and being stalked by "the mafia" or something like that
my family is watching realitatea plus, they obviously placed anti-communism propaganda (the typical "when communism, i waited in lines a lot" and "no banana and orange and candy until christmas" stuff)
i am about to explogd in inside-the-mental-brane anger
go weegee
jotaro luigi looks awesome honestly
i fished with you all in spirit lol.
my earthly vessel will soon exist and i will fish with you all in physical (depending on time of day and specific personal conditions) instead! may parappa the crappa live on