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Nonbinary identities are a thing. You don't have to fit into being traditionally masculine nor feminine. You can even reject the idea of gender for yourself and just say I am "me" or you can be multiple genders at a time or evwn feel like one at a time and feel like the other another day. All that matters is that you are comfortable in your body. Like the others said a gender therapist might be able tp help you explore understand this part of yourself.

When that happens, I think of aging. I notice that I would dread aging as a man but I am fine with aging to be an old lady.

I like it. It feels more genuine

I really don't wanna become a bilkionaire but...

5. :3

Sure.

my plan is to go 12.5mg once every two days till after summer. I mean what other choice do I even have when testerone is actively changing my body. I can maybe start estrofem very low dose.

some people just like taller people. I like tall women for instance. no need to put each other down over it.

I just want to hide it from my parents for safety, my mates at school are supportive and I am out to them and luckily have no hairloss yet. I have decided to start androcur immediatly and add estrofem into that mix after summer.

thanks, I have decuded on androcur as it's what's availible in my country

I think I will go that route then. androcur is the popular one here anythibg I should be aware of?

aight. I should probs start after the swimming season as tempting as starting as soon as I reasonably can sounds, because swimming with a shirt would be suapicious. One of my motivations to start early is that I don't want T to ruin my body further. Is there something I can take that isn't quite hrt but that will reduce the effect of Testerone till I can reasonably start hrt? does it even matter if I start a year later? What got me self concious was a friend that told me my voice had become deeper recently and my parents who said that I looked taller, I thought this shit wasn't supposed to keep happening after puberty.