Thank you. I appreciate it. It's just that... Every word of support has been worn thin over the past three years. At this point all I can do is turn my brain off and pretend that everything is fine, because thinking about it all makes me want to bash my head in.
Still, I appreciate it, comrade.
I can't recommend https://rutracker.org/ enough. It's a Russian open tracker, and it has tons of content.