Yeah, Dallas McCarver, Rich Piana, and Nasser El Sombody also come to mind :(
CrookedSerpent
joined 4 years ago
Dying of heart complications at age 52 to own the libs
you win
The fact that you are even considering that you may be the only person here thinking about those things screams to me that you need to do one of two things, preferably both. One, read some queer theory, Whipping Girl by Julia Sernao is an amazing place to start, it's required reading for you, do it. Two, get some life experience as the gender you really are. You will learn so so much about yourself, about other people, and about gender by living it for yourself, the sooner you can stop questioning and start living the way that feels whole to you, the better. I know it's scary, I've been there, leaning into the fear and living your new life is the greatest possible thing you can do, so do it. I apologize that I came off as brash, I understand that it isn't diplomatic or particularly helpful to address your comment like that, but the specific type of brainworks you are posting about really rub me the wrong way.
This happens to me when, after a period of time exclusively using she/her to refer to me, they will start start they/themming me only AFTER I bring up that I'm trans... At least it shows me real quick that those people are fuck ups that I don't need to waste time on.
Riiiight. Cis women, specifically, have an intangible "energy", and of course before even approaching them, you know that they are in fact cis, you can tell , can't we all? This fact elevates them to such a degree that you can't bring yourself debase their (cis) "feminine energy" with your meager presence.
I mean this with all the love in the world. Grow the fuck up.
strange creatures
MAKE IT STOP PLEAS GOD NO PLEEEAAAAASEEEEEEEEEE. ITS ALL I HEAR FOR 2 AND 1/2 MONTHS AT WORK ALL DAY PLEASE GOD NO NOT AGAIN NOOOOOOO
Snaaaake! SNAAAAAAAAAKE!!
I'd take a few weeks at this point.... I'm so tired..
I really recommend "living" a bit with a different gender presentation, in whatever form that feels good to you. I also am someone who over analyzes my own thoughts and gender, but doing things as simple as, trying on femm clothes I liked and just going for a walk and doing some errands, experimenting with a femm voice in online voice chats was all it took for me to instantly realize I never wanted to stop ever again. The only real way to know if you are going to want to live the rest of your life with a different gender presentation is to try it out. No matter how scary that prospect may seem, the alternative is much scarier, don't let fear stop you from being happy. <3 you got this