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[โ€“] [email protected] 6 points 3 days ago

guess we'll list out ours

1: zzzzzz

2: used to but depression :3

3: :c

4: we use nixos btw

5: awwwrrrufff!!!

6: no

7: :c

8: no

9: no

[โ€“] [email protected] 2 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) (1 children)

21G is too large for long term repeated drawing, 23G or smaller should be used. additionally you dont need to use different needles for drawing and injecting (despite popular belief. subq is not better than IM or "more fool-proof", infact subq can be worse for many due to irritation. ideally you would want fixed needle syringes for lowest deadspace, as the vial will last longer.

it should also be noted vials have a shelf life of 2-4 years, so you arent able to stockpile more than that

[โ€“] [email protected] 10 points 5 days ago

uhhhmm uhhmm yeahh,,,,,,, has totally been going great,,,, no existential dread or anything :3

[โ€“] [email protected] 2 points 1 week ago (1 children)

reports from those who use EUn, through blood testing mostly

dont really recommend using it because its complicated and we dont know much about it

as for 90 days thing,, yknow theres a lot of trans creatures who have been on hrt for years right? x3

[โ€“] [email protected] 2 points 1 week ago (3 children)

the DIY community exists and uses EUn regularly, subq and im have had a proven difference with it

[โ€“] [email protected] 4 points 1 week ago (5 children)

there isnt any difference between subq and im levels wise* so it doesnt really matter, unless you get irritation from subq

* unless using estradiol undecylate

[โ€“] [email protected] 13 points 1 week ago

it's not bad,,,,, once you get over the brain fear of stabbing yourself its nice to only have to do it once a week or so

now if you have trypanophobia (needle phobia) it might be harder,,,, still know creatures who have done it though

[โ€“] [email protected] 13 points 2 weeks ago

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[โ€“] [email protected] 7 points 3 weeks ago

scientifically possible? yes

is it worth doing? probably not

 

After much consideration and fighting with my brain, I've decided that it's okay to ask for help in hard situations. So, I'm making this in hope that I receive at least a little bit of help. I'm asking for money, friends, and any advice you can give me. Everything counts and will help me during this rather terrible time. I'm Uni (name TBD) and I'm a 16 y/o transgirl unfortunately situated in the USA. You may know me as a regular on the Blahaj Matrix chats going by "Miss Universe".

So a little bit (a lot?) of backstory to sort of explain my current situation. My egg cracked October last year and it was both the best and worst thing that has happened in my life so far. Being a minor means that I can't really do anything about the fact that my egg cracked, I'm fully relying on the people around me to help me (which has failed). Put simply, as a minor I have absolutely no control over my body or my life, I have no money, no experience, and nowhere to go.

I came out to my mother and step-father (my parents are divorced) February this year, and while they seemed to be supportive at first they semi-recently turned on me and have been mostly unsupportive since then.

As for my father and step-mother, they are both actively transphobic republicans. I have no plans on coming out to them until after I turn 18, and it would be unsafe to do so before then.

Basically, as of now I have basically no support from anybody in my life and I'm completely trapped as my dysphoria gets worse with each passing day.

With my situation sort of explained(?), why am I actually here? Pretty much I'm here because I need money. Money for clothes, makeup, just stuff that can hopefully help me alleviate some of my dysphoria until I'm able to afford to do so myself (which as a minor is difficult). And also I suppose gas, in case it comes to it and I need to run away, even for a short period. I'm also looking for advice, I don't really know what to do and it would be really nice to have at least some semblance of what I could be doing right now.

I don't really know if any of that made sense, I'm bad at organizing my thoughts and even worse at asking for help. If you have any questions post them in the comments and I can probably answer them.

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