doomer

Litterally every single job I've ever had in my life, from my first job working in a bed and breakfast to my current job working in tech, I got because I knew someone who put my name in the mix. Every single job I ever applied to with just a resume and my credentials rejected me.

I used to always hear people say "it's not what you know it's who you know" and i can't say that's ever been proven wrong. Sorry comrade

I hear ya and feel the same way. Really cool I'm cursed with a brain that needs to map out conversations because I wasn't given the part that "naturally" learns to socialize. Works great at Friday Night Magic, not so much when trying to pretend I care about football.

If "god" is real I want to meet him so I can punch him in the face.

Imagine living in a society where it's considered a privilege to sell your labor to someone else

In the private sector? Yes.

I was in a similar position after moving states and found a government work placement program that helped me. You may wanna try that while they still have funding. I have also found networking groups on meet-up that look decent and everyone is openly looking to boost careers. Best of luck out there friend

Have you been getting interviews at least?

If you have bad 关系, you’re not going to get far in life beyond toiling in a factory if you’re lucky enough for that.