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Oscillating between doomerism and a raging ball of anger is the natural state of a marxist stuck within this system.

Take some time and re-center yourself. It's ok to feel down, but we must continually pick ourselves back up.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ehf9udAhng

So many people feel the same as you. "Bad choices" be damned. You didn't break the economy, you didn't do anything wrong. Anyone who puts you down for not being the perfect ubermench can kiss my ass

me, i think this is more common than we might be aware of.

just that feeling that we have no future, and all of that wasted time we spend at work being micromanaged in every way they can will bear no fruit for us at all. plus being alienated and lonely, like we are just work machines.

i want to know what the fuck yall doing to cope.

Late stage capitalism is kicking hard. Really feels like the small sliver of freedom one could live, inbetween total precariousness and poverty and the total hell of suburban conformity has been eroded into nothing.

Never surrender comrade. You are not a failure for not succeeding in a competition that was rigged before you were born. Failing to fit into a system made to exploit and oppress is not a surprise or a mark against you, the opposite really. Gather with others, make community, burdens shared are burdens lightened. If we are to survive in this world, we will have to survive together.

yea i love not being able to do anything about anything

I produce enough spite and class hatred to keep chugging along anyway.

"You must realize that I am far from feeling beaten…it seems to me that… a man out to be deeply convinced that the source of his own moral force is in himself — his very energy and will, the iron coherence of ends and means — that he never falls into those vulgar, banal moods, pessimism and optimism. My own state of mind synthesises these two feelings and transcends them: my mind is pessimistic, but my will is optimistic. Whatever the situation, I imagine the worst that could happen in order to summon up all my reserves and will power to overcome every obstacle."

I'm tired too, comrade.

This is naturally how late stage capitalism is supposed to make you feel. Remember that no matter what anyone has told you, none of this is due to personal failure, just systemic failure (or systemic success from the bourgeouisie perspective).

If you have 6 days that are impossible and 1 day where you can find just one good thing, however small, that fulfills you, then not all is lost. You cant do it all and you arent expected to do it all, just do what you can do for yourself. Dont spend time worrying about what you arent doing or fretting that you dont have the energy. If all you can do is go to work and lay in bed after, thats fine.

I hope things improve for you soon and remember you always have a legion of internet tankies behind you