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submitted 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago) by RiotDoll@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net

look.... my own life is in shambles, but I just spoke to my mother, who is disabled, on long term disability, and seriously does not have enough money to afford healthy meals let alone a move. The landlord has stopped being "cool" and is now making serious threats re: eviction

she would not survive a homeless stint.

My extended family are the types of pieces of shit that have become really, really bad people in the chud era and they are in lockstep about her somehow deserving what happened to her, or gaslighting her about the severity of her disability

I... have no options but to beg on her behalf I guess.

When I came out to this woman, she hugged me and gave me clothes, taught me some of the first things i ever learned about social transition during the start of my transition...

I'd burn the world down to protect her and keep her safe.

But instead I am thousands of miles away and in my own deep financial crisis.

my venmo/pyapal handle is @ktkatte

you can reach out to me via DM for a cashtag

any help will be blessed and loved

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I need to get my prog refilled. It's a big dose, but it helps round me out. I get kinda crazy without it, and my sex drive fizzles into nothing (you would be shocked how disruptive this is, even if you're not trying to fuck or whatever, and tbh im not. it's just like... i have no vitality in human interactions without it)

i really need it

if you can help, my venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

cashapp in dms

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My phone barely works. All of my job hunting, and the little bit if gig work i do, requires this internet connection.

It really sucks it's just off now.

If you can help, my venmo/paypal is @ktkatte and i can provide a cashapp tag in DM

Look y'all... I hate this, but I really really need this.

My life will be better someday. Until then, I am facing increasing amounts of distress about my interior and exterior worlds.

I hate this i hate this i hate this

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Hey y'all. I'm still trying to get the rest of what I need to pick up my prescription.

Hormones keep me on an even keel mentally. I'm down to my last half dose and everything from the dysphoria to the smells to the unwanted boners are actually driving me insane in a bad way.

If you can help, my venmo and paypal are @ktkatte

I have a cash app I can drop in DMs

I really hope somebody can help 😭

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Hi y'all. it's time for me to get my hormones. I desperately need to get this rx filled and inside me.

if anybody can help, my venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

i have cashapp in dms

please y'all :(

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submitted 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) by RiotDoll@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net

Im looking for help getting one of my hormones. I really need it.

While i was asleep somebody very kind sent me something to cover it, but i had a bill eat into it overnight as well.

I need just about $22 to get my medication now. I hate being this broke.

If you can help, venmo/paypal is @ktkatte and i have a cashtag i can furnish in dms

Thanks for any help comrades

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hi yall. It's time to get my meds.

I need this shit to not wanna die. If you can help it would mean a terrible lot.

paypal/venmo is @ktkatte

cashapp in dms

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hey y'all. i need to get to the snap office in a hurry, i can't get there on foot and i'm hoping somebody can swoop in here and help

venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 72 points 3 months ago

This Ancient Claim shit is the worst man

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submitted 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) by RiotDoll@hexbear.net to c/art@hexbear.net

Something I've been working on lately. This and the second piece really benefit from looking at and seeing both the image in sum, but also zooming in to see the details a bit, so I want to encourage that.

im kind of in "ponder what to do next" mode with it, but this is the form it exists in right now.

I saw it as "biblically accurate" angel stuff, but somebody pointed out it looks like a nerve and, sort of synthesizing them, i've decided it's a representation of a piece of the divine Nous (google divine Nous if you wanna get more info on that, i dont think i have the words or focus to provide more than that)

Anyway yeah!

as a bonus, these are older things I haven't shared.

this is Fenrir to me. If you look closely, it looks like a guy being manipulated by different hands and hooked up to machinery, zoomed out it looks like a wolf face. Like things are forcing this thing to be unlike itself, to become this creature of myth. Anyway, it's basically done, i dont know how to take it further in its current form but I have no interest in remaking it. It's a neat idea i guess.

also an older sketch. It's a priestess of... something... from the back. I should probably expand this one, but again I lack any vision for how to fill it in, so it's in stasis.

anyway hope y'all enjoy

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Hey. I am supposed to get a fair bit done today, and my ride pulled out. I'm having to kind of restructure things because now i need to use public transit.

Im kind of pressed for time and idk I'm really hoping somebody can help.

Venmo/paypal is @ktkatte

Cash app in dms

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Yeah, I get kinda weird about when to replace stuff because of my situation, but these are all empty or about to be.

It would mean a lot if anybody can help, the shampoo and detergent are kind of urgent, the rest has a few more uses before it's urgent. but yeah...

i really hope someone can help.

paypal/venmo - @ktkatte

cashapp is available in dm

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submitted 4 months ago* (last edited 4 months ago) by RiotDoll@hexbear.net to c/mutual_aid@hexbear.net

My toilet has clogged. I took my plunger to try and fix things, and the fucking 'rubber' tore mid-plunge. What the fuck.

I cannot afford expensive solutions. I have no options but to try and replace it.

I have one toilet, and i desperately need it returned to functional status.


FIXED. THANK YOU HEXBEAR.

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 71 points 2 years ago

the rules based order and decorum dorks, it turns out, really don't like it when people don't pay lip service to dying like a dog for your country when called to do so.

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 68 points 2 years ago

man i lived with my mother who was like the epitome of the ideal of upward mobility, only to watch her body disintegrate and the systems nominally meant to help her shit all over her, i watched the deteriorating political situation cause once-loving family to turn on her as some kind of pariah parasite, i ended up falling far enough i began just being around people much worse off than me at the time, watching friends of color get harassed by police and their lives ruined by the 'justice' system - watched my dad's mental health collapse - my grandfather lose all non-familial support as his mind left his body - i've seen what bootstrapping does for someone on the fringes (it destroys your body and mind) - i've been desperate for more years than i've been comfortable in the shadow of all of that - and hexbear isn't even the first community of leftists i found that assured me that no, my experience wasn't unique, in these ways i wasn't actually going crazy - and the idea this place is somewhere that mostly radicalizes instead of being a place where the radicalized aggregate to in lieu of support from the major corporations that dictate most of the modern internet - it's insulting yeah, but it's also really funny. You have to be kinda derranged to think a federated reddit offshoot is causative rather than symptomatic

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 71 points 2 years ago

stay safe buddy

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 60 points 2 years ago

Fuck yeah lady

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 71 points 2 years ago

Derek Chauvin was sin eater for the entirety of the police force. A sacrifice to sate the dogs. Our fascist police state was never gonna give an inch beyond that. ACAB etc.

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 90 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

i used to think this woman represented a socailist incursion into congress.

lol. turns out she's the type to deploy with USAID to a developing country on the eve of a coup, so you know, the opposite of socialist. ah well, nevertheless.

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 70 points 2 years ago

What happened to bernie in 2020 broke me in a big way, like "i dont believe in the efficacy of democracy anymore" broke - but I knew he was irrelevant the second his campaign ended, and this does kind of affirm that.

I enjoy the back-handedness of what he's saying, it's like perfunctory and absolutely a non-defense of biden, but it just depresses me that this jackass isn't president instead and every time he speaks it just reminds me that democracy is fake and that all the insufferable buzzkill anti-electoralists were completely right about goddamn everything

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 62 points 2 years ago

they do? good Lord lmfao.

so everyone needs to know there are entire classes of trans folk who:

-simp the military -are liberal or even conservative -very much just want to disappear into a passing gender role of choice and integrate into society completely so they can go back to being thoughtlessly bourgeoise.

it is, as always, a race and class thing. I'm a working class trans femme and i live and breathe communism, but the idea that we're any more politically reliable than any other group is surely shorn of ignorance. There are large contingents of middle class, middle aged, white transfemmes who look at you funny and disinvite you to their functions if you talk about redistributing wealth or abolishing the police

[-] RiotDoll@hexbear.net 61 points 2 years ago

Golly gee this nation sure is demonic

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