"Well, if my wife Bernice is watching this episode, Ill be coming straight home after the meeting. To the rest of you...keep your stick on the ice "

I wanna make a genuine yeti horror movie. I was thinking for cheap doing a fake found footage style would be best. I was thinking a fake lost attempt at everest. The environment is scary enough without being hunted and altitude sickness can become part of it. I have it all figured out

Folks. Im pretty sure his agent just said a rich lady wants to meet him. The fact Ghislain Maxwell wss a fan of Twin Peaks is ehars easilt the creepiest part of this. Her being who she is being a fan of Twin Peaks is disgusting enough to make me gag, that is a twisted person

Reject Dale, embrace Dougie. Mr. Jackpots Mindset

And was an FBI agent

How so?

Once I ran to you (I ran)

Now I'll run from you

This tainted Gump you've given

I give you all a boy could give you

Take my tears and that's not nearly all

Tainted Gump (Woah-oh-oh)

I will give myself this. I never backed down and kept it up and still do. Suffering in silence just leads to further suffering, fuck that noise. Once my parents got their heads around me they've been cool af but maaaaaaan did we fight hard when I was younger. They adjusted to life in this hellscspe so naturally. My mom only ever had one job from age 19 to retirement. My dad worked around a lot when I was young but eventually got a sick union gig with the post office. Once moved out and all that and they stsrted seeing how high rent was and how little wages had increased and high school people I knew graduating with degrees and working the same kitchen jobs as me, they noticed how much worse things are and gained a lot of sympathy for my perspective.

But yeah, as a kid id get that all the time, it was dismissing my feelings and I knew it and would often call it out and then there would be a whole fight and my mom would cry so she could win. She eventually cut that manipulative shit out, and my dad intervened regsading it. I think its mostly cause I stopped feeling bad when it happened and we would hit a reallt uncomfortable for him stalemate. We had some harsh times. Im in my 30s and like both of em a lot now and a big part is that we have gotten comfortable with the fact that we are fundamentally different. Things oddly chilled out when I becsme a teenager, I think they figured out that I was gonna do and say what I wanted and they'd be better off encouraging it towards the best direction possible and not opposing it entirely, which was a reslly smart move on their part or id totally be dead from an OD by now

Ah yes. The Heap trilogy. Previously known as The Grain Trilogy before the director's cuts

Mummy Wraps and Frankenfurtersteins: Haloween Home Cooking With Mistress Vixen Vonova

The Unholy Grail

Sequel: The Movie

Fire Ants

A Horse Named 🐎

The Capillary Effect (1973)

The Capillary Effect: Origins (2016)

Vanity Slayer

Surfboard

Yeah, i feel like my attitude is pretty tuned intonthe state of things and generally has been. It's like when I was a Gifted Kid who wasnt Living up to My Potential. Potential for what? I didn't know I was in training for a job that needed doing. Like im fucking anakin in the prequels and not a child who was good at reading and talking. It was never about anything specific, if they had a gig lined up id have probably worked toward it, it's the fact that it was this abstract notion of always being okay with what you're supposed to do according to someone else. Ill do that if it serves a purpose, I'm happy to be a cog in a machine that works, but dont tell me to eat a shit sandwich and smile while I do it. Irs bad enough I gotta eat the shit sandwich. Complaining is fun and cool

I hate forced positivity so fucking much. I've been told by adults, teachers, bosses, whoever since I could speak that I had an Attitude Problem. My mental response to this has pretty much always been "fuck you, the world has a bullshit problem and im not gonna change my core personality magically and I certainly dont wanna do so to appease these cretins" well before I could articulate it. A positive outlook on a pretty grim reality isnt something to be proud of, it's delusion. There's keeping hope, but that ain't what this is.