im not 100% sure if im the same but the thing is that as far as large life goes I just want to be free to follow my nose. experience and learn as I go. I work jobs for money and prefer ones where I can figure things out. They sorta got to let me know what they want figured out. I don't have goals for my time at a company. If I did I would likely be running my own company. I have sometimes encountered companies who relate something like that when hiring. We want a startup attitude. So you want people who would do their own startup but don't for some reason and instead work for you??? come on. really. I feel like over the last several years more and more of the world runs on pure bulltrump.