Still WITBD... I hate blaming shit on ADHD simply but it really does not help. I am constantly 'on edge' about if I am absorbing the information- if I don't recall a point immediately, I feel like I failed. Such a huge anxiety that I will miss something or not 'absorb' it, leading to constant note taking. Every paragraph I feel like I have to try and summarize and understand it uniquely from everything else.