That she'll be more accepting this time around?
That was the joke but I would advise against thinking like this. What it's really a sign of is your inner psychological needs.
It did get me to push up my plans to tell her (again) to next weekend if I can swing it.
Your plan on telling people should focus first and foremost on your personal safety. I would advise against following your dreams (when they are literally dreams). But if you think you are ready to face rejection, that's your choice.