Today I have selected a little thing I did a while back to share with everyone, Cats of Ulthar a horror story by H. P. Lovecraft. It might look a little weird because I adapted it from an accordion book format, but I think I did a decent job of adapting it.
And also, remember my last mega? Well, I did manage to finish the book, so I'm putting it here for you to download. I made a version for reading digitally, but the main purpose would be for printing, that's why I stuck with A4 size. I can try to make instructions on how to make the printed pages into a neat book in the future if anyone wants it.
Well, if anyone has any suggestions on other short stories, specially horror stories, I'd love to make them into illustrated books, I love doing this and it's super fun for me, so I'd like to keep going.
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Cats of Ulthar
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my rambling musing CW transphobia dysphoria destransistion suicide I think it's a lot milder and upbeat than the CW implies but I'm covering those triggers etc
I think it's fair to say that trans people I'm in contact with online and IRL are doing it hard being trans.Lately I've been getting this headache behind the eyes whenever a problem comes up that is directly connected to being trans. And it feels like it's daily.
Like I got a complaint at work that I know is transphobically motivated and fortunately my team is good and knows it's spurious but it sucks.
I lay in bed thinking this morning about what it would take to destransistion. Not sincerely. Just sometimes I like to weigh my options. When things have been bad in the past I've done it for suicide and each time I went, you know I don't want to do that.
The thought made me feel like vomiting. So I guess that's nice feedback from myself that I'm doing the right thing.
I just wish cis people were chill about trans people. Or fuck treat it like it is the hard work it is. Oh and maybe do something about misogyny while they're at it.
"Hi Xia you are a normal type of woman and I am going to treat you like a woman, which is good and nice, not bad and creepy. Also great job on being trans I got you a lactose free smoothie"
Basically that please.