CW: violence
Are violent assholes just gonna do violence regardless of how you look? Because that's how my past bully was, they claimed I deserved it when, looking back, I didn't. They just get off on controlling and hurting people.
Should I just stop watching how much pretty privilege armour I put on and be just as I am because violent people will always find an excuse to do with they want, regardless of reason? At the same time, transphobes and homophobes would notice me more... IDK, I guess I need help weighing pros and cons of being masc-ish.

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