I gave up completely on working in school, it was pointless graduating because my life will still be shit regardless if I graduated, My ADHD was neglected and my deaf right ear was the scapegoat for my poor performance. And I gave up working in school and just surfed the web and listen to music on the school laptops. The only reason I stayed because I thought my parents would use my lack of education and employment as an excuse to kick me out of the house.

I kept lying to my family that I was doing good in school until they find out. When my grandmother found out that i was failing she interrogated me about it I told her the reasons. Then she took me to school to officially dropout and had cried.

Fortunately I didn't get kicked out. Now I'm trying to find a way to leave my family. And I am thinking of living in an rv