neurodiverse
What is Neurodivergence?
It's ADHD, Autism, OCD, schizophrenia, anxiety, depression, bi-polar, aspd, etc etc etc etc
“neurologically atypical patterns of thought or behavior”
So, it’s very broad, if you feel like it describes you then it does as far as we're concerned
Rules
1.) ableist language=post or comment will probably get removed (enforced case by case, some comments will be removed and restored due to complex situations). repeated use of ableist language=banned from comm and possibly site depending on severity. properly tagged posts with CW can use them for the purposes of discussing them
2.) always assume good faith when dealing with a fellow nd comrade especially due to lack of social awareness being a common symptom of neurodivergence
2.5) right to disengage is rigidly enforced. violations will get you purged from the comm. see rule 3 for explanation on appeals
3.) no talking over nd comrades about things you haven't personally experienced as a neurotypical chapo, you will be purged. If you're ND it is absolutely fine to give your own perspective if it conflicts with another's, but do so with empathy and the intention to learn about each other, not prove who's experience is valid. Appeal process is like appealing in user union but you dm the nd comrade you talked over with your appeal (so make it a good one) and then dm the mods with screenshot proof that you resolved it. fake screenies will get you banned from the site, we will confirm with the comrade you dm'd.
3.5) everyone has their own lived experiences, and to invalidate them is to post cringe. comments will be removed on a case by case basis depending on determined level of awareness and faith
4.) Interest Policing will not be tolerated in any form. Support your comrades in their joy!
Further rules to be added/ rules to be changed based on community input
RULES NOTE: For this community more than most we understand that the clarity and understandability of these rules is very important for allowing folks to feel comfortable, to that end please don't be afraid to be outspoken about amendments and addendums to these rules, as well as any we may have missed
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I don't think this is a wholly abnormal thing. I also have a friends group that has lasted since my teens. Though, as they become more reactionary over the decades, we see each other less. Adolescence is probably the freest time in our lives, or at least it should be.
I think the thing about friendships after your 20s is that instead of meeting people at school, you're doing it at work. If someone turned out to be shitty in school, that was far less consequential then if someone turns out to be shitty at work.
You need to work to live, and compromising your work experience by getting too interpersonal is a real concern. In school there is a lot more comradery between students. At some level, none of you want to be at school, and none of your peers hold any authority over you. Most everyone in your town goes to your school, and you are never worried about getting expelled. There is very little risk in building social bonds in this setting comparatively.
You would think work would be the same, as you all likely do not want to be there on some level. However, you need food, and shelter, and healthcare. At jobs that hardly provide those things, I imagine its easier to make friends, since you're already getting so little to begin with, your always on the hunt for new work anyway.
As I've gained more security through my carrier I've absolutely become more likely to keep my coworkers as mostly coworkers. I've also been burned a couple of times over the years, which probably informs my position more.
As children, you have so fewer hangups and zero social awareness. As an anecdote, we went trick or treating yesterday, and at one house was a little girl and her grandma. My wife got to talking with the grandma and my kiddo and her grandkid started goofing around, playing with our youngest in his stroller. The girl was asking us questions about our costumes, and telling us about her night getting candy. By the time we left, this girl, who none of us knew 5 minutes ago, gave nearly everyone in our group a hug.
I would have to be intoxicated to be as social with strangers as this kid was. It was very cute, but I think, very telling about kids and how they form bonds. Kids are naturals at bonding. Over time that instinct gets clouded by our own lived experience. We become so bogged down by our own fears and worries that we become guarded around others. So much of our socialization is bound to our labor and how we labor. Bonding at work is warped by the social relations of wage labor. You have to be able to work with people at the end of the day. If there is conflict between you and someone else it could cost either of you your jobs. You won't move up a grade next year and you won't have a 2 month break in the summer to detox from the incompatible people you deal with on the regular. There are a lot of consequences to be had socializing at work.
We have very few consequence free places in which we can exist and be our true selves. Where we can socialize like we did when we were in grade school. Its magical watching my kids socialize. They make it look so easy. Its because for them, it really is.
That’s good to hear, I guess my main problem is that I am very quick to compare myself to others so when I see someone from high school who has “branched out” and no longer interacts with myself or others from the same period, I feel like I have failed.
It really is so ominous that adults are treated like children by authority figures without some of the most cherished benefits.
I always think back to the line in simulacra and simulation about how the world wants to be childish to make use believe that the adults are elsewhere despite the fact that childishness is everywhere (I don’t know if that’s what they were getting at exactly but it’s how I interpret it). We are unable to be ourselves as adults which adversely affects developing real and long lasting relationships.
Comparison is the thief of joy.
If you want to branch out because you feel like your current friends aren't people you can form a deep connection with, that's one thing. If you feel like it's just something you should do because you've seen other people do it, that's another. Several of my friends I've known since elementary school. When I tell people I've known my best friend for over 20 years, usually people think that's neat and sometimes are jealous I've maintained a friendship that long.
If your current friend group is made of people you can trust and rely on, then I say you cherish that.
That's very true, and that's why conventional social media is so emotionally crushing to people using it.
The compartmentalizing of ones own self is a reflection of the demands of the capitalist mode of production, not to beat dead horse. You have yourself at home, yourself at work, yourself with your parents, yourself with your spouse, yourself with your children, yourself when acting as a consumer, yourself with your friends. Many of these selves are minimizes or archived as a result of the never ending demands of capitalist society.
Having the ability to "branch out" is also a reflection of the capitalist system. You have these opportunities due in part to your success at the game of capital. You might be higher up the ladder, engendering an existence with fewer consequences or more flex time or leisure time. You have this freedom to socialize in ways that are different because the demands are different. This process is effectively a game of chance played at a cosmic scale.
I knew people I thought would have branched out due in part to their placement in the cosmic lottery only to learn they had OD'd and had a long standing drug habit I wasn't aware of. I know people who looked to be going nowhere, but now work in the games industry on huge projects. Life has a funny way of working out. There isn't much of a point comparing yourself to others, because what is true today could be false tomorrow.
The only person worth comparing yourself to is yourself. Setting realistic and achievable goals will eventually add up in time, and you'll look back at your self and be able to say you've succeeded.
Nooo I need freedom as an adult
What kind of job do you have? Something where people are all backstabbing career-climbers?
All the jobs I've worked have been low-wage, where making friends with your coworkers means someone at work will have your back, at least in small ways.
Every low wage job I've worked at has been the same as well. One job I worked along side the department managers son, and we bonded over our mutual disdain for his dad haha.
I've been in situations where someone who presents themselves one way at work, reveal themselves to be a totally different way out of work once they were comfortable.
I don't really want to get into a long winded story. Simple to say, in this one situation, the working and personal relationship was over, but while I might have been done with our "working relationship", our employer obviously was not. So I had to grit my teeth and "be civil" to a real chameleon of a human, knowing full well the depths of their narcissism and ignorant vulgarness.
Since their offense happened off hours and off work property, and "broke no laws", there was little my superior could or would do to address the situation. I was told he had a "conversation" with them, but little else. I thought about changing jobs, but they eventually moved on to "greener" pastures. This was many many years ago. I distanced myself from the "after hours" activities, and those eventually died off. I think my experience (which was no secret) poisoned that well.
Had this been a relationship formed outside work, I would have cut them loose and been done with it. It wasn't so simple unfortunately, thanks in part to the nature and relations of "work".