This is one of those "You hear it, don't initially react, and later the true weight of the situation becomes evident".

And she casually dropped it while yelling at me!

What a horrible person! I don't care if her going to jail (Heh.... Wishful thinking!) or getting fired would end up me becoming homeless. That monster has no right to he around children!

Honestly I could happily "fedpost" about what I think should happen to her!

Atleast that further explains those nasty Tiktoks she watches at home.

 

I'm one of those "low support needs" autists.

(I don't do that "Level %i Autism" stuff. Supposedly that's bullshit perpetrated by the US medical insurance capitalists and "big ABA" and is a thing only in the US.)

Yes I know I'm disabled. No I'm not as disabled as you think I am Michelle. No I'm not arrogant I know how to ask for help.

And while I can be quite stupid, I'm not THAT stupid!

The whole welfare state is, quite blatantly, a massive poverty trap. So is many of the autism support systems under capitalism. (I feel so bad for my higher support need comrades.)

I'm also quite an independent person. I like doing things myself! Not to say I don't rely on other people, I do! And that's not to say I don't ask for help. Again, I do that!

I very much don't want someone "stapled" to me. Like, I'm sure I can file my own taxes and stuff. I won't like it, but I'm pretty certain I can do it!

And no, I absolutely do NOT want a """"job coach"""". That just.... (Shutters) Freaks me out on a deep primal level.

(Also they'd likely be a class traitor and ableist piss bucket.)

This is the main contradiction that's between me and my adoptive """"mom"""".

She's still an abusive piece of fucking shit, but her "ableist superiority complex" is really god damn unpleasant.

I have told her MANY times I don't want social security, this "autism waiver" thing, etc.

She doesn't care. It has to be "her way", an attitude she applies to everything.

Cue in her also being disabled (but in a different way) and being in the special education portion of the local school putting children into chokeholds, you have a nasty combination.

(Yes I am reporting her for the choke hold thing.)

 

Alright, so some aliens have found earth, figured out what humans are, and decided to land down and ask what the weather is like.

What better place to do that then East or South Asia?

China and India alone account for ~2.8 billion humans. Not only that but China has the nice edge of actually making stuff. (India has industy too but not nearly to the same scale.)

Oh I'm sorry, are the aliens supposed to be interested in the shitty little fascist backwater who can't even really project military power?

Aliens: "Ah sweet! The country with medical debt and where trans women get stabbed! We should visit that place first!"

No. Of course not! They're programming their translators to speak Mandarin and Hindi.

 

Probably would've ended up the ol' classic "mom overdoses and leaves her daughter alone at age nine or something".

Yeah I think all of you can dedice that my home life is miserable by the fact I find that preferable.

I do think my biological mom was probably a good person at heart. Had she had supports there's an okayish chance she'd of gotten clean. (Heroine is just pure evil. Getting off of that isn't easy.)

Iran please send one of your magical Shahed-136 missiles at the house Michelle cleans for pay. Preferably with her and that duchebag "laywer" she works for in it.

 

I have a smashed up chromebook I decided to pull out of storage and try that web browser port of Call of Duty Blaxk Ops on.

I've tried "swapon" both against an sdcard itself ("formatted" with mkswap on my main computer) and against file on an EXT4 filesystem on that same sdcard.

Both times it just goes "invalid argument".

Is this some more selinux bullshit?

 

I don't get jack shit!

I want to grow out my hair. But no. I don't even get that small scrap of agency!

My brother is fucking traitor to the queer community. First it's bitching at me for giving money to the local queer organization, then it's the transphobia he's been sending my way, and now THIS shit and comparing my face to some dudebro.

Like, holy shit ladies, I found a trans guy who's an asshole!

 

One of my special interests are mobile phones predating the iPhone 2G. Specifically their software stacks.

I occasionally dabble in Qualcomm BREW development.

You know that thing Apple/Steve Jobs had where they pissed on the software on old flip phones?

Yeah that uh...... That wasn't entirely marketing hyperbole.

Just..... Just a few of the Erdrich cursed shit I've found by getting Ghidra on the LG VX10000's ass (specifically a RAM dump). And also a few other places.


Floating point trigonometry functions! FSIN(), FCOS(), etc, they don't immediately go to their respective subroutines. No they first go through "F_CALC()" which first consists of a switch statement. You have to first select what trig function you need. This same general setup is done for the rest of the floating point functions.

Remember this is the 2000s. Many of these phones had ARM cores without hardware floating point support baked in. Floating point operations take up a good few hundred cycles to complete. Some intern ~20 years ago adding in this pissing shim function crap adds atleast a dozen cycles to this process all for no gain.


SETSTACKBOTTOM()

If your SDK and operating system has a "userland" accessible function that messes with the stack and has "Use with caution, only threading packages or system-level code should need to call this function." written in the SDK guide, that's a massive "fuck off" sized red flag.

And not the good red flag that represents The Internationale.

"Bonus" points for not even having someone at Qualcomm go through the BREW 3.1.5 SDK manual and correct grammatical and punctuation errors.

This was one of the cutting edge companies when it came to mobile phone SOCs back in the 2000s. Not only is your mobile phone RTOS peak "intern rot", more spaghettified then the shitty windows batch script programs I wrote when I was 9, and has a 3rd party software development setup that's so abhorrent that even the talented and experienced people in the LPC wiki have massive trouble with it.

But nobody thought to get some literary editors in to go through the SDK manual and make sure sentences have capitalized first letters and periods at the end!

It's boring mundane crap like this that truly indicates rot in a society/organization/whatever. If nobody can even be assed to do stuff like check grammar in public facing software literature, then you KNOW thousands of corners are being cut ever hour. AND THIS WAS TWENTY YEARS AGO!


Stupid shit in the "str" family of stdlib functions.

strlen() is not a complicated function. It runs along, counts bytes, and then returns when hitting a null value.

So then why does STRLEN(), and so far every single string related function, calling this weird mystery function on all of the char * arguments in these functions?


There's way WAY more batshit insane crap in Qualcomm BREW. I could probably draft up a megathread post about the weird nasty shit ALONE for here on hexbear. There's that much stuff!

But this was just a "brief" "WHAT WHERE THEY THINKING" style rant about my long term Qualcomm BREW/LG VX10000 reverse engineering project lol.

 

Stuff about cishet sex and preventing STDs is important.

But absolutely nothing about gender! Or romance! Or hell, even lust between two cishet people! Can't the concept of "hookups" be brought up?

Deriving sexual pleasure for both parties wasn't even talked about either!

And of course the concept of "being gay" wasn't brought up either. "Lesbians? Gays? Are those a brand of energy drink or.....?"

And "PIV" sex was the only method acknowledged to exist.

As I type this I'm realizing it wasn't even very good for the cishets!

No mentions of setting boundaries in sexual and romantic relationships. Nothing about breaking up in a healthy and constructive manner. Again, nothing about making sure both parties are sexually satisfied.

I mean we all know one party in a relationship becoming apathetic towards the other party never happens. Lust and romance Love are completely static emotions that never fluctuate with time!

Nothing about different types of love.

On a personal level I'm pissed I was never told about asexuality, aromanticism, and gender queerness.

I mean god forbid I get told what being agender and transfem means and then wonder if I'm both of those! Or that I could be aromantic!

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