mix of good and bad. i've been having some successes recently in the romantic realm, i've got some dates planned which has definitely provided some source of joy in my life. but overall, i haven't been sleeping at all the last few days and recent events have been making me so increasingly hateful and angry at the evil capitalist system that it genuinely brings me down all day. the days are blurring into one and everywhere i go i feel enraged.

absolutely love batushka. their sound is super unique within black metal and honestly i think works super well in the genre (with the orthodox style church singing and all that). just be mindful of the two batushkas, there was some conflict between some of the members and one member took over the band or something and pushed the singer out. this was after liturgiya, their first album. he does his own thing, a different batushka with an album called panihida, which i think is much better than the other batushka's stuff.

pointing out foreign policy mistakes is significantly different from claiming that deng executed a coup that made china capitalist

all good haha, was just confused

im curious where you heard that the dead kennedy's were making music in the 60s

"i like gardening"

"gardening is an extra chore in my life and useless"

something is not adding up here.

smaller towns. around 100-200k people. i've spent most of my life in them and like having things close by and the atmosphere.

it's always be cut them out for me, i admittedly haven't been with a lot of great people throughout my life who i definitely did not want to keep around. people who lied to me, made me feel worse about myself. much better having them as far away from me as possible.

habitual liars, abusers, etc. there are a lot of things.

some of the early 00s -core shit (metalcore/deathcore,etc) is weirdly christian. it’s not that present in the music but they’ll mention it on stage or some shit. august burns red is metalcore, but i think is an example of a christian -core band being pretty heavy

dopethrone is such an awesome album

carbs are non essential

carbs are literally necessary for all life, i don't know which pseudoscience nutritionist told you this but it's blatantly false