“Hahaha!”
A young boy points at me, laughing with a pretentious smirk with his dark hair parted to the side.
I was just sitting there, on the soft gray carpet with the Lego set provided by my classroom when he approached me.
Carlos da Fonseca.
His cruel brown eyes glare at me. Not to mention the stupid outfit that he’s wearing. A white shirt under a black suit and black pants. It’s fifth grade, for crying out loud, not a party.
“What do you want?”
This probably isn’t possible, but he grins even wider.
“‘What do you want?’ he asks. Look at this weird boy!”
Despite there only being thirty-six other eyes, it feels like about a thousand are staring at me.
“What kind of a name is Andrei Zhao anyway?” scoffs one of Carlos’s friends. I can’t tell who, but it sounds like either Pablo or Pablo’s brother, Heitor.
I clear my throat and take a breath so I can at least talk when I’m being put on the spot like this.
“Andrei is Russian. Zhao is Chinese. I was born in Russia to a Russian mother and a Chinese father.”
Despite my being perfectly level with him, Carlos seems to be looking down at me. “So, do you eat dogs every day or just on special occasions?”
The room erupts with laughter from his little gang of minions.
“This is why dogs aren‘t allowed in school!” howls Heitor. His eyes are pale blue and round, unlike mine, but he, too, is pale with shoulder-length black hair. At least he’s wearing a normal navy blue shirt with black shorts. That means he doesn’t see school as a formal event.
“Andrei’s mouth starts to water the second he sees one!”
Now they’re cackling.
I feel my upper body tense, my pale hands turning even paler as they curl into fists. Get me the hell out of here.
Pablo starts making random sounds. “Ching chong cho chu… Can you tell me if I’m saying it right? I can speak your language!”
For some reason, the teacher isn’t here. I guess I have to fend for myself.
I spring up off the ground.
“Shut up!”
Pablo stands up. “Yeah, Andrei! Show us your kung fu moves!”
“I don’t know kung fu, but I do know this!”
I punch him right in the face, flinging him against the door. He slides off, blood streaming down his nose, his long-ish brown hair sticking to it and colored crimson at the ends.
I smile in glee. I can’t wait for the white on his shirt to turn red and get completely ruined. He deserves it.
Heitor rushes to comfort his brother, while Carlos stands up, ready to punch me. When he swings his arm, I block it the first time, dodge the second. He tries to roundhouse kick me, but I dodge that, too. However, he manages to kick me again right between the legs.
Pain shoots up my body and I double over. While I’m down, he manages to punch me right in the nose.
“Looks like the kung-fu master can’t beat us native Sequoians! Not in your genetics, huh, commie?”
I look up at him. He kicks me down, stomps right on my face, and it all fades to black.
I spring up again, this time in my own bed.
How long was I out? Where are the boys?
“Carlos?”
I put my hands over my mouth. I sound like my normal 22-year-old self now, and it starts to come back to me.
This was just a dream. I don’t have to deal with those bullies anymore. It’s been eleven years. I have my own living space now with a job.
Okay, to be fair, it’s my own living space, but not a house. Much to other people’s judgment, I still live in my parents’ basement. However, with my many jobs, I should have the money to move out soon. Maybe even sooner if I get a girlfriend.
Hopefully not a racist one, either, I scoff.
I glance at the clock. 09:00.
I comb my hair a bit, get ready for the day, then go upstairs to eat and grab some coffee. I still have some time to greet my parents and such, since I don’t work for another three hours.
“Morning, son,” I hear from my parents’ room. “Heard your footsteps.”
“Hey, Dad.” I enter their room.
Dad and Mom are lying on their bed, propped up against some pillows, with my dad’s arm around Mom. They seem to be watching some popular Russian TV show.
My father, Mark Aiguo Zhao, was actually born in China to Chinese parents, but when he was only two, they moved to Russia.
Dad spent his childhood, teen years, and some of his adult life there, where he met my mother, Katya Mileikowsky.
Now, Dad forgot very much of his native language as he grew up. His family only spoke in Russian to him, and used his monolingualism to their advantage: when they wanted to keep something private from him, they’d just speak Mandarin.
I want to connect with my Chinese heritage, so I’ve studied Mandarin for years, since I was thirteen.
I was raised in Russia until I was nine, where we moved to Sequoia, a very free and high-tech country. As you can see, I was bullied by ignorant kids until high school started when I was thirteen. I look a bit like my dad, with his brown eyes and black hair, but my nose is longer and more “European” than my dad’s, looking more like my mom’s. Dad’s skin is also more of a tan than either of ours.
Mom looks like your average pretty American girl, from what I’ve seen. Think Regina George from that classic old movie. Long, blonde hair. Beautiful, bright blue eyes. Fair skin, a large chest, and elegant fashion sense.
Even in countries like Sequoia, you’re more liked if you’re just mostly European or Latino than mixed like I am.
With jobs such as mine, though, people never see my face and can’t judge what I look like. That’s what I love about tech.
Dad pats the bed. “Come sit with us! You don’t start work for another three hours!”
I sit down. This is just like how it was when I was much younger.
I recognize the show. “Is this Lethal Love?”
“Yep,” says Mom.
Lethal Love is a ten-year-old Russian TV show (the first episode aired in 2065) about a woman named Tatiana who falls in love with an assassin, Misha. The thing is, her best friend Mariya is one of his targets. Tatiana knows she’s supposed to hate Misha, and she does for a few seasons. She, at one point, goes to Misha and starts talking to him to confront him, but falls in love even though she doesn’t want to.
There is a corny part, in my opinion, where apparently Misha loves her too (of course!) and she changes him with the power of love or something.
Tatiana, with her long, wavy brown hair, deep brown eyes, and tan skin is onscreen, holding Misha’s face. Misha has long black hair, brown eyes, and pale skin. According to many women on Russian social media, he’s quite the looker.
Tatiana pulls Misha in.
“I never thought love could save me,” says Misha.
“Love. Can save. Anybody.”
They kiss during the finale, something people have been waiting for for ten seasons. For a while, they’ve had the whole will-they-or-won’t-they situation, and they finally express their affections.
For the next three hours, we decide to watch reruns of Lethal Love.
I check my watch, which displays a hologram, 12:00.
“Oh, crap, I’d better start working.”
“Good luck, honey,” says Mom, hugging me. “We’re gonna watch the Lethal Love movie.”
“Hmm.” I nod and go downstairs to the carpeted basement.
The basement is actually quite big, and could probably fit three whole rooms. One is an exercise area, one is a living room, and the last one for sleeping.
I pull out my Lasalle laptop. Santos ones are slightly cheaper, but I find Lasalle has more of the stuff I want on an electronic, with higher quality.
I do quite a bit of things. First off, I’m a social media streamer on platforms like Twitch, YouTube, and Vibra. I often give commentary on movies, products, and games.
Next, I draw for money. I know a hobby shouldn’t be something you charge money for, but I can get paid good money doing something I love.
Lastly, I make music. Right now, I’m going to make a new drawing, and I know exactly what I want to do for it.
On my iPad, I lay out the sketch for it. Demons telling a boy things like “Ching Chong!”
“You’ll never be like us!”
“Pick a side! You can’t be both!”
There’s bloody marks on the boy, too, as the demons cut deep and hurt him.
Out of the corner of my eye, a notification pops up on the top of the screen.
“are u coming 2 the party?” from user celerystalk7.
“what?”
“theres a party everyones going to
im surprised u havent heard about it.”
“no, I haven’t.”
“its 4 every1. misfits, tech nerds, artists, u name it. a place to hang out and make friends.”
“never heard of it. IDK if I’d fit in.”
“i said it’s 4 every1.”
I sighed. I guess that was true. I wrote them back, “I’ll think about it”.
A party for everyone, huh?
😭