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Hellooo First post. I need to vent to the internet as I feel shockingly terrible.

So i saw my GP to discuss the next step towards transition. She pointed me to a nearby (as rural areas go) doctor who knows about gender affirming care which is very cool.

During that she asked, just out of curiousity, if i was going to "socially transition" before or after medically transitioning.

For me, Ive decided to do so afterwards. Its just mentally painful for me to call myself a women while I look like the bloater from state of decay 2. Thats a terrible and comical way to put it but its how i feel and thats the image conjured in my mind.

I think its essentially that changing pronouns does very little for me while I am still a man physically speaking. And most its maybe a nice bump in happy chemicals and then a quick realisation that indeed I am still a man so i just feel terrible again.

Anyway, hope you have a nice day/evening :)

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 6 points 1 week ago

Yeah i see that.

im fine if the gov knowing i went to that protest. Im proud to attach my face to it. However comms over sms becomes an issue when we decide to go to an illegal protest, which will become more and more of an issue over the next decade, at least in my country.

So by establishing the general rule of secure communications for political activism, i hopefully avoid a friend making the blunder of sending a photo/talking about a protest that was explicitely said to be illegal and punishable by a fine or worse.

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 7 points 1 week ago

I think a big part is never having used the "privacy muscle", and atm its atrophied. I was like that before taking privacy seriously

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 16 points 1 week ago

Yeah absolutely. My friend asked if i wanted to go to a palestine protest... over sms. Told him I wont talk about politiical activity over insecure means. On his part he did agree at least... but then refused to download signal

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 8 points 1 week ago

Ah makes sense. Thanks

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 34 points 1 week ago

I'm stupid what does zero nines uptime mean?

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 5 points 1 week ago

I can blame both, with more weighting to the billionaires of course. Only thing I suppose is that blaming boomers is generalising too much. Its a subset of boomers who vote to protect their exponentially increasing property values

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 28 points 2 weeks ago

If you can't see the code (closed source) then treat it as they're lying and it isn't end to end encrypted

[-] cyberduck@aussie.zone 4 points 2 weeks ago

What a silly thing to say. No need to shame men for taking these pills. I for one love that there are hair regrowth pills since its gonna help a lot with my mtf transition. Should they stop development into these pills just because there are some dicks in the whitehouse?

cyberduck

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