MyKingdomForAnEssay
joined 2 years ago
if she chose fox or shiek I'd be cooked. No one choses those two unless you know what you're doing
you clearly never met me as a child
also only just now realizing that the three characters I mained in Melee were Samus, Zelda/Sheik, and Peach. Nothing to see there 
doubt/doomposting
keep trying to subtly hint that I might be trans to my trans friend but she won't violate the prime directive (or more likely, my "hints" are way too subtle). god I'm such a coward. I'm so deep in the closet I'm not even out to myself. and now with everything going to hell in a handbasket I don't know if I'll ever be out, not if I'm still living here anyway. even writing this I feel like I'm committing fraud by posting in this thread 
okay random as fuck but I saw a tweet which made me think about those MySpace bulletin surveys you used to do back in the day and, being the hoarder that I am, I actually found some that I had saved as text files
and holy shit, one of the first answers slapped me in the fucking face. I won't quote it verbatim on the off-chance that someone has a pre-wipe MySpace database, but it basically reads
internalized (?) transphobia (is this overkill pls advise)
I look female and feel female, but I have a dick so I guess I'm male :P
LORD SOMEONE GO TELL THIS CHILD THAT TRANS PEOPLE EXIST 
that aside, I honestly had no idea I that kind of explicit eggy sentiment that early on. Sure, it's very flippant, but like--that's a weird thing for a cis guy to say, right? Wish I'd kept a diary, but I guess MySpace surveys will have to do